And it was chocolate. Discuss.
But even for this time, don't the boards seem a little dead? What's with the lack of activity KHV. D:
I know I've already gotten the message out about everything, but this is for any questions anyone might have, let me know and I'll answer.
RP is here[MARQUEE]We are in need of more characters! Especially people of the Kalistian and Glandibian countries![/MARQUEE] ╔═════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ You could be fighting against your brothers, your sisters. They recruited us, breeded us, raised us, the young people, to kill each other, to work for them, the old timers. You could be fighting against your cousins, your friends. Where you lived, that's who you fought for. It's the East against the West. A country against itself. A nation in the year 3100 C.E./A.D., a nation that runs on steam. Where airship warfare is the only way to fly and having a bionic arm and a mechanical spider made of gears and metal knick knacks is normal. It's the young people of Kalista against the young people of Glandibus, and you are that young person, fighting the war of the old timers. Which side will you choose...? ╚══════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ The year is 3100 CE/AD and tales are told of a country that once existed long ago, a great leading nation by the name of Concordis, but those tales have turned legend and myths. The once great nation is gone, destroyed by brother fighting brother in a civil war, begun in the year 2100 A.D., and has even now yet to end. The two nations that stand in its place today – The West Domain of Glandibus and the East Provinces of Kalista. The former west half of Concordis is Glandibus, a dark country led in a Spartan-like manner. If you're tough, you survive. If you pass The Exam at the age of twelve, you survive. The Domain only wants the best and most fit soldiers in their ranks to be led by their tight fist dictator, Dux Fortis. And if you fail The Exam, you're executed. Regardless of being slightly behind of Kalista in technology, Glandibus has some of the best trained soldiers in the world. The previous east half of Concordis is Kalista, an opposite of Glandibus in its own right. The dark country is half anarchist where there is no government, and half communist where everything belongs to the little government that actually rules. Though in comparison to Glandibus the nation is somewhat smaller in land mass, it boasts slightly more advance technology, its airship academies being some of the best in the world. But the chances of getting into one of them is slim, unless you have the skills and worthiness. Existing in both nations are the rebels, the people who wish to once again live in Concordis and see it up in its former glory. One particular group, a young rebel group known as "The Libertate Pugnantium" or, for short, the LP, has some of the most notorious treasonous teens and young adults known to either country. Where did you start? What's your story? How will you shape the future of your nation? ♠I allow cussing. All words are allowed, but let them be used SPARINGLY. The only over dos can be “damn” or “hell” and variations on those words. ♠Can we try to get an EVEN number of boys and girls? :Awesome: ♠As far as Romance goes, the “fade to black” scene is allowed. As are kissies. :3 But for the most part, let's try to keep it between PG-13 and NC-17 please. ♠There is NO GODMODDING. No KILLING OTHER'S CHARACTERS without their PERMISSION. ♠Questions ARE ALLOWED. I'm not going to lynch you, so don't be afraid to ask. ♠There's a good chance that I will GODMOD for plot purposes, you might have to do so to if I ask. It is my RP and I do expect some cooperation from you guys. ♠I am a GRAMMAR NAZI, I please demand :Awesome: that you use proper grammar; “talking,” thinking. ♠I would rather have COLOR CODED characters, if you didn't mind. ♠PATIENCE is expected of everyone, if you're waiting for someone to reply, wait a bit longer, if the waiting time is batshit long, then you may just...walk off or continue on. ♠Your post must be at least FIVE SENTENCES, a fairly small paragraph. ♠This RP is based on the style of STEAMPUNK, so when choosing the appearance of your character, please KEEP THAT IN MIND. ♠ Once you pick a side, you may only betray ONCE. Pre-RP betraying is allowed in the Bio. ♠Can we also try to get an even number of people on each side? I know we all wanna be rebels, but it just can't happen. It's lucky I get first call. :Awesome: *Remember, there's a good reason that words are capitalized. (!copy and paste this!) HTML: Username: [color="Yourcolor"]My name is:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]I am also known by my codename: [/color] (if you want one) [color="Yourcolor"]Age:[/color] (between 12 and 30) [color="Yourcolor"]Gender:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Nationality: [/color](any nationality) [color="Yourcolor"]Appearance:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Allegiance: [/color] (are you a Kalistian? Glandibian? A member of the LP or another rebel faction?) [color="Yourcolor"]Occupation:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Personality:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Family:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Bio: (please, details! a short history lesson!!)[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Weapon of choice: (can be anything)[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Anything else I haven't told you:[/color] ACCEPTED OCs Glandibus - ✾ Kalista - ❈ Rebel - ♠ Spoiler: Saxima - Caprice Zaia ♠Username: Saxima My name is: Caprice Zaia I am also known as my code name: The White Flash Zaia Age: 17 Gender: Female Nationality: Italian Appearance: Here. Allegiance: Member of the Libertate Pugnantium Occupation: Assassin/Spy, free runner Personality: At a young age, Caprice learned how to fake her emotions, especially happiness, it wasn't until age ten that her father began to wonder if she was actually happy, or just faking it. Since she was raised by men, she's never been very girly at all, wondering how they could all wear the layers of clothing and the make-up on their faces, carrying around frilly umbrellas all the time. She's always very curious about the world around her, and when trying to solve an issue, she looks at it from all sides – she's wondered why Kalista and Glandibus couldn't set aside all of their differences, but knowing that the two countries were entirely too different, she gave the thought up. As for when she has problems, she tends to keep it to herself. During her academy days, she only made a few friends, getting to know those few better, and she found it nicer to have few close friends rather than lots of them and barely knowing any of them. Family: Father – Kal Zaia ~ Mother – Abelie Zaia (deceased) ~ Brother – Emilio Zaia Bio: Caprice Zaia (often called Cappi by her brother) was born into a small, well-off family near Glandibus. At the age of three, her family's house was destroyed in a firing by the Glandibian army and the only person who didn't escape the fire was her mother, Abelie. With no female influence in her life, her brother Emilio and her father Kal turned her into a tomboy. A few years later, Emilio was teaching her combat and how to wield various weapons and over the next four years, By age eleven, she had quickly took an interest in free running and soon found a few older friends that were professional free runners and taught her everything they knew, and this is what she did for three more years. At age fourteen, Caprice began to hate the war, not understanding why adults fought each other through the young people. Lying to her dad about joining a Kalistian airman academy, she actually went off to join the LP, and that's where she's been for three years. Weapon of choice: Hidden blade, traditional Japanese katana Anything else I haven't told you: -Plays the violin and piano -Is fluent in Russian -Has a long spiraling scar up her arm from barbed wire -Favorite color is white -Favorite food is PB&J Spoiler: Britishism - Zachary Zen Username: Britishism My name is: Zachary Zen I am also known by my codename: Whiskey Age: 22 Gender: Male Nationality: English Appearance: Tall, muscular, and lean. Blond, short-cropped hair. Pale skin. Wears a loose green jacket and a pair of torn jeans. Allegiance: A small rebel group in Glandibus called Dead Bones aiming to take control. Occupation: Bartender/Assassin Personality: Constantly happy, no matter the circumstance. He loves alcohol and food of any sort, and he enjoys fighting as well. He is a hopeless romantic that falls for every girl he sees. Although he seems always happy, Zach harbors a deep longing to destroy. He is incredibly kind to his friends, but ruthless and destructive(and happy)to his enemies. Family: Micheal Zen(Father, deceased) Winston Zen(Father) Ellie Quinn[If you couldn't tell, he's adopted.] Bio: Adopted with two homosexual fathers, he lived at a cruel orphanage until the age of 6. When he was adopted, his parents were incredibly rich and respected, and treated Zachary well. Zachary went to school and became popular and loved by friends and teachers. However, when he was 13 , his father Micheal died of cancer. This crushed Zachary, and he started to shy away from friends at school. Eventually he ran away, and started living in the woods. A kindly bartender named Ellie found him one day, and took him in. This is where Zachary learned to love alcohol. While at the bar, he became a local fixture and his happiness began to return. However, soon the bar was attacked and destroyed by a group of Kalistinian soldiers, which caused Zach's hate for them to begin. However, he and Ellie escaped and began wandering. Zachary snuck into a government building and discovered how corrupt his own beloved country was. The war had been getting worse and worse, and Zach desided he had to do something. He and Ellie were taken in by Dead Bones and given intense combat training. Eventually, Zach and Ellie own a small bar in the Dead Bones hideout to serve alcohol after missions. Zach has recently begun going on missions and becoming a high ranking rebel as well. Weapon of choice: Mounted cannon on arm, shoots small cannonballs but takes time to load. Long gray sword called Skywisp. Anything else I haven't told you: Erm... not much, to be honest. Ask questions though. Oh, wait: 1. He plays piano very well, took lessons as a child. 2. Instead of just serving alcohol, he can brew his own. 3. Favorite food is steak. 4. Diplomatic due to his upbringing, rather charismatic. Spoiler: Noroz - Felix Hartman Username: Noroz My name is: Felix Hartman I am also known by my codename: November Age: 20 Gender: Male Nationality: Norway (Damn straight!) Appearance: http://i285.photobucket.com/albums/ll79/Dyf91/wraths-11.jpg?t=1242065325 just with normal ears and no sword Allegiance: A member of the LP Occupation: Assassin/Thief Personality: Acts cold around most people, because it’s difficult for him to show any form of emotion. Is rarely happy, but he’s not depressed either, somewhere in between. What pleases him is killing anyone of authority. May open up to people close to him. Family: Father: Jack Hartman – Killed, Mother: Elizabeth Hartman – Killed, Sister: Lucy Hartman – killed Bio: Felix has always been fascinated with weapons, in particular swords and throwing-weapons. From he was five years old he pretended that the sticks he found on the ground was either swords or throwing-knives. Felix’ family didn’t have much money, so he appreciates the small things. For Felix’ 14th birthday, his father got him a wooden throwing-knife, which Felix carries with him to this day. A few days after he turned 15, his family was killed by the authorities. Ever since that incident, he changed. He is determined to get back at the authorities. He worked every day from he was 15 to 16 to afford weapons. After having bought a sword, dagger and several throwing-knives, he taught himself how to parkour and how to use his weapons. At the age of 19 he found the LP. He appreciated their ideas, and joined them. Weapon of choice: Dagger, Sword, Throwing-knife Anything else I haven't told you: He sings, plays several instruments (mainly guitar). (If you didn’t get this already) He’s a lone-wolf, not easy to approach. Doesn’t drink alcohol He’s a good speaker, though is usually quiet. Mature and Serious, rarely cracks jokes. Spoiler: gabr - Kid Username: gabr My name is:KID(read the bio...) I am also known by my codename: BLACK ★ STAR Age:14 (between 12 and 30) Gender:BOY Nationality:ITALIAN Appearance: Spoiler http://i51.tinypic.com/345jv46.jpg tell me if i have to change it. Allegiance:LP Occupation: member of the ♠LP♠ the leader of the LP personally pays him to do tasks of the LP and thus he gets money for food, entartainment, rent etc... Spoiler Personality: kid is one of the best and most talented members of the LP but, Kid suffers from asymmetriphobia. Things (and people) must be perfectly symmetrical, lest something unknown and awful happen. Thus if anything is off by any measurement (a picture frame off by millimeter, or a pose that is slightly out of place), he will try to correct it right away, even at the expense of the mission at hand. His favorite number is 8, not only for its symmetry, but for the fact it divides out evenly. He is so obsessed with symmetry that Kid refuses to fight a battle unless he has both of his guns together, as he would be asymmetrical holding just one. However this obsession does not just leave him weak. If he sees anything perfect or symmetrical get broken or destroyed, or if an opponent is severely asymmetrical, it will send Kid into a blind rage where he will unload all of his power to either destroy the offensive sight or person. This extreme obsession is why Kid finds his symmetric weapons a way for him to keep his symmetry since they are 2 guns and each one is symetric on its own. His obsessive-compulsive outbursts aside, Kid is actually a fairly sophisticated character. He is even smart and cool-headed in battle (if symmetry doesn't enter his mind). There is also a boyish side to him too. He does tricks on his skate board, plays basketball, and will even destroy things (but they must satay symmetrical) He doesn't appear to have any problem socializing and genuinely cares for his friends from the LP. Family:his parents are dead and uncle is dead and his two little twin sisters and older brothers went missing when his parents were killed Bio:he was born in Rome, Italy his family was wealthy how ever due to a change of government there was a rebelion and pilage witch killed his parents when he was 2 years old and was then raised by his uncle who was the only family his parents had alive and he dint even know the kids name so he just called him "KID" because he had no birth-certificate or any sort of document ,and so his uncle witch gave him a good life and raised him with love and care how ever since he was five and they moved all the time to Glandibus and Kalista. his uncle got a call every day at not a second less or more than 5:00 PM whenever kid asked him about it he said its his work untill one day when he was 12 kid woke up to gunshots and by the time he got out of bed the gunshots stoped he went runing to the door wondering if his uncle was okay, and he was lying on the floor dead wit blulets all over him and when he died it was exactly 4:59 PM and he heard the phone ringing,still in chock he went to answer the phone and there was a man asking for his uncle AND kid said that he was shot multiple time and that he has to hang up to call the police and the man said that if does the people who did this will just come back to kill KID and kid asked what he should do and he said for him to go to a the mail box, then kid said What? the he said "just do it!"so he checkethe mailbox and there was a backpack and and a note the note said KID,if your reading this ive probably been killed kid all the money i had was borrowed and i couldn't pay it back and so a friend of mine caled every day to see if his henchmen havent killed me yet and they did now,kid in this back pack there is one subway ticket and 10,000 US$ ,and two guns ,take the money and the ticket and go imediately to end of town and get an apartment and live own your own -love,you r uncle PS-KID only use the guns if you have to and so kid went to the edge of town and before anything went to a gun-shop and got some ammo its night, kid goes to look for an apartment and on his way he heard a lady scream “HELP!” and he went running towards the yell and there was a man with her purse in an ally he went in a said give her ,her purse back,now! And the thug put a gun in his head and he was not scared his face stayed the same and the thug got distracted for a secong and heard a “click” and kids gun was in his stomach and satil calm Kid said “you shoot,I shoot” the thug drops his gun and jumps KID making kid drop his gun aswell “now it’s a real fight” the thug said no I don’t think so” KID taking his second gun from behind his back and poiting it at him “now,leave the purse and go” and the thug did. the lady thanked KID and ran away kid picks up his gun and put both his guns in his backpack then kid picked up the thugs abandoned gun and saw it had no bullets and was a fake “pittyfull” he said throwing it aside and almost out of no-where a man saying “brilliant, bravo!” and clapping “are you sick, you were there the whole time and did nothing“ “I was simply testing you,if saw that you were in “real” danger I would have interrupted the battle, would you like a ride home?” “no thanks” kid replys “but where do you live?” the man asked and kid told him all that happened and he offered shelter if kid were to join his group ”you could do tasks like you took care of that thug” and kid said yes Sorry I made it so long Weapon of choice: two Beretta 92FS "special" Pistols Spoiler http://world.guns.ru/userfiles/images/handguns/italy/hg07/1287740238.jpg Anything else I haven't told you:yes click here to know some more about kid and asymmetriphobia ohh yes and his guns are so efective he likes to call them his "demon twin guns" Spoiler: Marushi - Hisashi Username: Marushi My name is: Hisashi Age: 25 Gender: Male Nationality: Caucasian Appearance: Very handsome, but with a mean sort of look to his face. Allegiance: Kalista Occupation: Warden of a prison. (So you've been bad, eh? Let's see how you like my prison.) Personality: He gets some sort of sick satisfaction in causing pain to those he disllikes, and those he does like, well, there isn't really anyone he likes. (I've been called cruel, and I've been called vicious, but it's all in my line of work. Without me here to enforce the law, we'd have people thinking they could run right over our wonderful country and destroy our great government, and I can't have that.) Family: He has no family, his parents died when he was too young to remember them. Bio: Raised in Glandibus and switching foster homes every other month, he hated his homeland and knew that, though strong, he was not strong enough to pass the Exam, and ran away to Kalista when he was almost twelve. After he got there, it was discovered that he was brilliant, and when he was old enough, he was placed in a position of authority as the warden of the country's toughest prison. Weapon of choice: He carries a pistol with him everywhere he goes, as his line of work makes him a hated enemy of most people, and he has two personal body gaurds. Anything else I haven't told you: As my character is the head warden of a prison, I probably will enter a whole lot of temporary characters for very short amounts of time. (That is, if that's allowed. I didn't really see any rule against it, but I'm okay with it being vetoed.) Also, if someone else has a character that is sent to my prison, understand that as head of said prison, I will godmodd. (Which, shouldn't be a big deal, as you are probably already experiencing some godmodding by being sent to my prison in the first place) Spoiler: Marushi - Maki Username: Marushi My name is: Maki Age: 18 Gender: Female Nationality: Caucasion Appearance: Maki has brown hair cut short with a knife, blue eyes that have seen too much pain, and a pale face. She wears the prison garb of plain black jeans, a black t-shirt with the Kalista emblem on the front, and black work shoes. Allegiance: The LP (although she's never seen it). Occupation: Prisoner in the Kalista prison Personality: Strong but quiet, with the rare ability to lead while keeping her head down, unnoticed. Family: She has a father, a mother, and an older sister, but she hasn't heard from them since she was sent to prison and they disowned her, embarrassed by their "Rebellious" daughter. Bio: Raised in Kalista, this smart but pretty girl could have been anything- but she chose to rebel. She had heard the stories of a world at peace from a stranger passing through town, (A rebel, most likely) and she decided she didn't want any part of the war. It wasn't long before the government shut her up where she couldn't be heard, and now she lives in the prison indefinately, waiting for trial, like hundreds of others. She soon became the sort of 'head rebel' in the camp, and she takes care of the other prisoners, like a good leader should. Weapon of choice: Being a prisoner, she doesn't have any weapons, and as she wants peace and not war, she wouldn't carry any even if she could. Spoiler: Firekeyblade - Kim My name is: Kim I am also known by my codename: Pax(pox) Age: 19 Gender: Female Nationality: Chinese Appearance:Short slim girl with medium length black hair tied in a low ponytail. She commonly wears goggles around her neck even off duty. Allegiance: Kalistian Occupation: Fighting pilot Personality: Raised by pacifistic parents somehow, they taught her that fighting was wrong. All she wants is peace thus why she chose her codename, but her ethics and morals have been broken and shattered a little through the years. Now in order to gain peace, she wants to finish the war by ending Glandibus, who executes potential if it's not good enough, which she sees as wrong. She is a very kind and shy person, but becomes focused and somewhat ragey as she takes off. Her emotions can fly out of control unchecked relatively easily. But most of the time she's cool if she's not in the cockpit. Family: Her parents are so proud of her getting into the academy. Bio: Her parents believed in the myth of a united country. They wished and desired for it. They instilled this belief that the war must end into their daughter. They didn't like Glandibus for what it did, but they didn't trust the Rebels for who they were thus all that was left was Kalista. Kim was brought up in a well off home since both her parents were smart and intelligent engineers. Later on it was found that Kim had inherited the best of their smarts and had gotten into the prestigious academy. Her parents were so proud. Though she was well off she is not spoiled at all. During war, it's impossible to be spoiled. Now her parents are resting in somewhat peace as Kim takes care of them with her job and pay. She has managed to not only survive every battle but also has a relatively successful mission track. Weapon of choice: She made herself proficient in guns, her favorite being a pistol and a sniper rifle. Anything else I haven't told you: She has a bad memory which makes for great comedic effect. She's relatively friendly. She has a thing for guys with glasses. Goggles also work too. She really wants the war to end without fighting, but she's not sure how that will be possible. I used Jayn's coding as a reference for a lot of this, she's a wonderful person when it comes to this stuff, so credit goes to her for coding, I'm sorry I didn't point it out at first!
Username: [color="Yourcolor"]My name is:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]I am also known by my codename: [/color] (if you want one) [color="Yourcolor"]Age:[/color] (between 12 and 30) [color="Yourcolor"]Gender:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Nationality: [/color](any nationality) [color="Yourcolor"]Appearance:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Allegiance: [/color] (are you a Kalistian? Glandibian? A member of the LP or another rebel faction?) [color="Yourcolor"]Occupation:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Personality:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Family:[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Bio: (please, details! a short history lesson!!)[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Weapon of choice: (can be anything)[/color] [color="Yourcolor"]Anything else I haven't told you:[/color]
So, what now?
I took a shower just a while ago, and guess what? I FEEL SO CLEAN NOW. :Awesome:
To try this app on Facebook at least once. (of course, if you do have an FB) I am soon to be making an RP based on it. Besides, you get buy cloths and make a character look prettyful and shjt. And use monies and other shjt. DO IT. It's a dead app anyway. IT NEEDS PEOPLE TO PLAY IT. Most of them are chicks, but that's no fun, so I want some guys in there too.
So I went on Photobucket. Found some pretty pictures. Spun em mah way. They're all 150x150, so if anyone likes them enough to use them, you can. EDIT: Whatcha think? The one with Vannis on it is for another website. That's why it's bigger. >_> Mah favorite's the first and fourth one. (:
I made nine different variations on a render I found on Yahoo. I already entered one of these in the SotW contest, but I made these other ones anyway. If you'd like, go to the SotW thread to see the one I entered. (I forgot which one it was...) EDIT: In case you might not know, the character on the side is KAITO, a Vocaloid. I'm in love with him. The first one I made has black text for the top layer. This one has no text, no effects on the top layer fractals, and has no border. Also has no text, but the top fractals drop shadow. For this one, the top layer isn't fractals, instead being stars. This one has both fractals and stars as the top layer. To the stars, I added a gradient and the fractals are dropping shadow. This is the first one I made, it has no text, no stars, and the top layer of fractals is dropping shadow and using the satin effect. It also has a thin border around it. The same as the one above, only with text. The same as the one above, only with a thicker border.
I recently became a fan of the Vocaloids and I downloaded a couple of their songs and shoved them into one album, but it doesn't have a cover, so I made a few. The only issue is that I made five of them, so I don't know which to use. All the original images are either from Googling or Photobucket. If you guys could tell me which is the awesomest, that'd be awesome. (: Spoiler
Can you survive? Let's play, shall we?
"I guess I'll see you then," she says with a wave and a small smile, heading back to the music room. When the door closes, the thick wooden door is blocking her off from him, perhaps forever. She turns on her heel and she swears the door she just let close opens again, but this doesn't make her stop. The girl opens the door to the music room and looks over her shoulder one last time before she lets it close. She would never see him again, he was graduating after all. But when she looks, there's bright orange reflecting off the classroom white walls. He's staring at her, waiting for something. The door closes, breaking their connection once again. She looks at him through the window of the door and he looks back at her. The two stay like that and their classmates are watching her as she looks at him. He puts up a hand and motions for her to come back. Her heart thumps and her stomach flips. No one else makes her feel like this... For a moment, it's just them two in the universe. A girly smile crawls onto her face. What did he want? She walks back into the hall where it was just the two of them again. "You're just gonna leave me with a wave?" he asks with a smile. She loves his smile, his eyes... The emotion he puts behind every one that comes her way - and she wishes she was the only person in the world who ever saw it. He holds our his arms and she complies, knowing this could be the last hug she would ever get from him. The contact was an amazing, wonderful, ten thousand kinds of awesome and she never wanted to let go of him, he was too amazing to let go off... But all good things come to an end and she had to catch the bus back to the main campus anyway. She leaves him in the music hall, chiding herself for being such a girl about him... But he was worth it. She had liked a lot of boys, she thought as she walked outside, but him... He was so much more different - sweet, funny, easy to talk to... Awesome to be around even when they weren't talking... As she sits down in the bus, she groans loudly. She was such a wimp! Why the hell didn't she say anything to him?! The girl had ended up going home during C lunch, feigning sick and watched some expo on the TV for all day, looking out for anything new that would catch her attention. It was a bit hard to focus when she caught herself thinking about him, and she would groan loudly, making her mom look at her, and this was on more than one occasion. Eventually, the girl relocated to her room, staying there all day and thinking about him on and off between all the excitement of the expo news. The next day came... Seniors, she had known, were exempt for the last two days of school, so she expected not to see him at all. First period and its exam had flown by and second came. She had come to find out seniors were supposed to show up anyway - something about schedule mess ups - maybe he would come too! But he never did, so the girl gave up. She would never tell him, she would never know. The girl walked outside with her friend, her iPod in her ears. About three-fourths of the way to the bus, another friend nearly bashes her on the head to catch her attention. She looks at her friend and the friend says the boy's name and motions behind her. The girl turns around and there the boy stands. She's just about to drop everything and run to give him a hug while he's talking to someone else. Right before the girl's about to move, someone appears from behind the boy. The girl freezes in her tracks and realizes it's the boy's previous girlfriend. It takes the girl a second to realize this as she continuously stares, and finds the other girl is possibly staring back at her. Even glaring maybe, but the girl can't be sure. The boy sees her and the girl waves unenthusiastically. It was moments like this where she wants to show him no emotion, where she wants the boy to see that she's upset, unhappy... He waves back, and she wonders if he expects more of a greeting, and even when that's not good enough for her, even when she wants to go and hug him despite the people around them, she spins on her hell and is the first person on the bus. She puts her stuff down and looks out the window to see the boy and the other girl holding hands. Or, at least that's what she thinks she sees. The two disappear into the school and the girl plops onto her seat. Anger and jealousy boil insider her and she lets out her frustrations verbally at her friends. She really wants to cry at this point. For the rest of the day, the boy is all she can think about. She's so miserable and fed up that she just wants to know how the boys feels. She can't help but think that the boy and his previous girlfriend are going out once again. Should she tell him she loves him? She's thought about this all day, has even asked a few people for advice... But she's afraid of rejection. If the boy cared back for her, wouldn't he have already said something? These questions haunt her. The girl picks up the phone and dials. ______________________________________________ This was written yesterday in real time. I figure you guys know what I wrote about. I really did phone someone yesterday as soon as I finished, but it wasn't him. There's a reason there're no names in the story.
I'd be posting here. I seriously don't know what to do though... There's a boy, and his name is Patrick. I think I love him, but I can't be too sure because everyone's saying it's not love. Isn't love when you love everything about someone? I kinda do. His smile, his eyes, his smile, his hugs... Did I mention his smile? A couple of weeks ago, I told him that I liked him - I've been waiting for his reply ever since then, and he has yet to give it too me. I usually handle rejection very well, but I'm not sure how he feels about me and I really want to know. Considering the kind of person I am, you'd think I would have already gone and forced his answer, but I'm scared he's going to not feel the same. His ex-girlfriend, Tanya, seems like she hates me - or that's what it looks like to me at least. Yesterday was the last time I talked to him, and when I left, I gave him a wave but then he caught up to me "That's all I get, a wave?" So I gave him a hug. I really, really, reaaaaally like his hugs. I was hoping to see him today, but it was Senior exempt day, so he wasn't in class. I was alright with this. So as we were walking to the bus to get back to main campus, my friend hits me with a hard plastick violin case and says "Patrick," so I turn around and there he is, and for a moment, I'm selfish and think he's come to tell me goodbye a last time. When he's talking to someone else, Tanya appears from behind him. She's so tiny!! I was about to drop everything, run like a fool, and give him a hug, but Tanya... I thought the better of it. So all I did was wave and spun on my heel an left for the bus. On the bus... "GODDAMMIT! I'M SO PISSED!" "What's wrong?" "I WANNA KICK TANYA'S A++!" "Why's that?" "SHE JUST PISSES ME OFF! Did you see the way she looked at me?! SHE TOTALLY HATES ME! I ONLY HUGGED HIM IN FRONT OF HER ONCE WHEN THEY WERE GOING OUT AND THE W++++ HATES ME!!" As you can see, I really don't like Tanya. But I want to know what to do... Do I tell Patrick or not that I 'love' him...?
