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  1. AlexleHoshi
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    Venting.

    Little back story: Between 2011 and 2015 I was good friends with this girl who goes to my anime club. At one point I started to feelings for her and I admitted said feelings, however, she said she only saw me as a friend. Not want to ruin our friendship, I didn't push it. We did however flirt with each other but I knew not to push things.

    In September of 2014, some of the anime club members went to a con and I noticed she would say how shitting most of the other cosplayers were, and how the person HAD to know everything about the character before they could cosplay them. After this, I found the feelings I once had for her was gone, but continued flirting because that's the type of friendship we had.

    Then came August of 2015. We were at another con and for most of the weekend I was chatting with someone I had met the year before. We had hit it off so well that we got together. (Note that before every con I would say to the girl I was friends with that we might meet our partners there and she agreed it would be nice). However, I noticed that she didn't talk to me as much as we use to since going out with someone, to the point she'd talk to someone else more and when we did talk, she would drop our conversation to talk to someone else. At one point she even told me she did like me that way and regretted not saying yes to me as well as asking if she'd have a chance with me if my current relationship failed.

    I told my partner about this and how I was willing to drop her as a friend if we didn't sort it out and she offered to talk to my friend who said that I had dropped her as a friend the moment I started dating my partner. Naturally, I was highly annoyed by this since I had tried to talk to her more. I sent her a message telling her the reason as to why I wanted to drop her as a friend but was giving her a chance to save out friendship.

    Then came Tuesday, after the club, most of us head to a pub to chat for a while. She came up to me and asked me if I were okay. I asked her if we could talk about the last message I sent her and she replied with.
    "No, I don't want to talk about it." This hurt me of course, but at one last attempt to save our friendship I asked.
    "Can we at least text, even if it's once a week?"
    "No, because we can never go back to how we use to be." Was how she reply. At that moment, I gave up trying to save out friendship and walked away, sending her one last message telling her I no longer saw her as a friend.

    And that is the story of how I lost my best friend. There is more to it, but this is basically what happened. I just wanted to get if off my chest.
    Thread by: AlexleHoshi, Sep 29, 2016, 1 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  2. AlexleHoshi
    Yeah it was Alice
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Sep 28, 2016 in forum: The Spam Zone
  3. AlexleHoshi
    B-But why?
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Sep 28, 2016 in forum: The Spam Zone
  4. AlexleHoshi
    I've had so many names, but this was my first one... Anyone remember when my grammar was so bad, it caused another member to be banned because they made a call out post about it, as well as calling out other members? I like to think I've improved a lot since when.
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Sep 28, 2016 in forum: The Spam Zone
  5. AlexleHoshi
    Hell yeah, you do babeh!

    I'm like a boomerang, I always come back!

    Why thank ya buddy!

    Good to be back nerd!

    *taps door with foot* YOU DON'T OWN ME!
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Sep 28, 2016 in forum: The Spam Zone
  6. AlexleHoshi
    I'M BACK BABY!
    Thread by: AlexleHoshi, Sep 26, 2016, 29 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  7. AlexleHoshi
    [​IMG]

    So I made this for my Let's Play I'm doing, and just want to show it off. The main pose is traced from the same one you see KH1 Sora make but the hands and feet are from KH2 school girl Kairi (Background off google). Other then that, it's all my own (Minus the basic shape of the keyblade).

    Let's play can be seen here https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLiQeutqECyB9FiXnW7q_B5q4xF2ELyDwT
    Thread by: AlexleHoshi, Jan 8, 2015, 0 replies, in forum: Arts & Graphics
  8. AlexleHoshi
    I'LL BE GETTING THE THING AT A LATER DATE YO
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Dec 13, 2014 in forum: The Spam Zone
  9. AlexleHoshi
    Jan - Not much happened
    Fen - Youngest nephew turned one
    March- Went to a cool con
    April - Not much happened
    May- Birthday
    June - Aug - Not much happened
    Sept - Went to a con that was also **** but I met Brentalfloss
    Oct - Sister got married
    Nov - Took part in Nanowrimo
    Dec - Went to Tunisia
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Dec 13, 2014 in forum: The Spam Zone
  10. AlexleHoshi
    ^ This
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Dec 13, 2014 in forum: The Spam Zone
  11. AlexleHoshi
    That Aladdin quote was what came to mind when I saw the title lol
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Oct 16, 2014 in forum: The Spam Zone
  12. AlexleHoshi
    Well that might be the reason why it doesn't bother you. You're use to what happens. As for the other film, maybe you haven't seen it as much?
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Oct 16, 2014 in forum: The Spam Zone
  13. AlexleHoshi
    I've seen another one that she did but with someone else who wasn't a gamer. And they got none right (So she says). But I think, even none gamers can name some of them.
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Oct 16, 2014 in forum: The Spam Zone
  14. AlexleHoshi
    Thanks for the feed back and, yeah sorry about that, they've taken down a lot of stories, but you can read it here http://creepypastanetwork.com/forums/topic/the-marionette/
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Jul 28, 2014 in forum: Arts & Graphics
  15. AlexleHoshi
    ...
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  16. AlexleHoshi
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    This is from a Creepypsta I wrote last week. http://creepypasta.wikia.com/wiki/The_Marionette not much else I can say about it.
    Thread by: AlexleHoshi, Feb 17, 2014, 2 replies, in forum: Arts & Graphics
  17. AlexleHoshi
    This really does not surprise me with JB, and what's worst, his fans will still think of him highly (Sorry if this sounds like I'm basing them). I'm just hoping that he'll soon just slip under the radar until he sorts himself out... But I don't see that happening anytime soon.
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Jan 23, 2014 in forum: Current Events
  18. AlexleHoshi
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    Ollie

    Thanks What? And yes the things you pointed out, I do need to work on, but at the level I'm at now, I'm really pleased with myself
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Jan 22, 2014 in forum: Arts & Graphics
  19. AlexleHoshi
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    Ollie

    [​IMG]

    This is an RP oc I made with one of my friends, although he's more of a side character, I really like his design. Also this is an AU version of him, since the main RP is more fantasy based, while this feels more futuristic.

    I know the hand is too big, and some of the lines are too wavy, but other then that, I'm really pleased with how this turned out.

    And I used this a reference http://www.deviantart.com/art/singing-music-BASE-200699799.

    Other then the two things I pointed out. How would you improve this?
    Thread by: AlexleHoshi, Jan 22, 2014, 2 replies, in forum: Arts & Graphics
  20. AlexleHoshi
    The reason I worded it like that, was because I knew sooner or later, I'd stop thinking like that... Like now, I don't want to die and I want to exist. I guess I just wanted to know what people would say on the subject. And hopefully I want be this down again, but I'm trying to be more positive. And it seems to be working, just need to wait and see how the rest of the year is
    Post by: AlexleHoshi, Jan 22, 2014 in forum: Help with Life