Yup. xD So we're probably leaving within the hour to do that, and then I'll be back within an hour.
But, of course, sleep alluded Sora since his mind wasn't at peace. He opened his eyes partway and looked down at the ground, the room silent around him. He would just sit there for a while longer; he had no other place to go, really. Riku didn't need him at home, and he wasn't sure if Kairi needed him here or not. Where did he belong?
Healing Begins- Tenth Avenue North
Bad because I don't want to stop RPing. xP We need to pick up one of our cars from inspection, and she needs a second driver so...Yup, that's me.
But Sora wasn't going to think about all that now. He had done enough of that lately, and now all that he wanted was peace of mind. He exhaled a quiet breath, turning his head against the side of the mattress. Sleep would have also been nice; he felt strangely tired, probably because when Smith was still around, he had been sleep deprived. He supposed that he probably didn't catch up on all his sleep yet.
xD Unfortunately, I'll have to get off for a little while this afternoon; my mom is forcing me to run an errand with her later. Dx
Sora took in a soft breath, his eyes staying shut as he let his thoughts continue. He knew that he shouldn't have let Smith's words get to him, but he couldn't help it; he had struck a nerve. He had said a lot of awful things, and unfortunately, most of them were true, especially concerning what he said about Sora.
xD During the summer, every day is a Friday. xP
The only thing that Sora could hope for now was that his personality didn't affect those around him too much. He always tried to be lighter around his friends, but it was harder when he was alone. If he thought he could keep up this rouse forever, then he really was lying to himself. As Smith had put it, lying to yourself showed the ultimate weakness. Sora didn't know if he agreed completely about it being the greatest weakness, but it was weakness no matter what.
=) You have any plans the rest of the day?
Sora didn't have an answer to that question, or any of the ones that had haunted him for the past few hours. He could only pin the change on his new personality, where he was more serious and mature. He never realized it before, just how lighthearted he was. Now that he saw it, he would do anything to get back that lighter personality. Unfortunately, he knew that no matter what he did, he could never get it back. Never.
Airplanes- B.o.B ft Hayley Williams
That is good. xD
Sora shut his eyes, exhaling a soft breath as he sat there. As lighthearted as he had been with Kairi, he wasn't feeling that way anymore. He felt serious, and...dark. He didn't like the mood swing; he would do anything right now to be the person that he used to be. Why was it so hard to be lighthearted these days?
Yours To Hold- Skillet
xD That happens to me every once in a while.
A few hours later... Sora sat by Kairi's bed, his back against it and his head resting on the mattress behind him. He had been there for a while, after he completed two sandwiches and made his phone call to Riku. He was fine sitting in the silence, even if it did make him think about a lot of things he would have rather left alone.
Hahaha ;D Nice.
Sora pulled back from the kiss and returned to his previous position on his knees, his eyes going down to the ground as he sat in the quiet room for several minutes. Hearing Kairi's even breathing, he knew that she was asleep. However, he waited a few more minutes before he got up and took care of the things he had to do.
xDD Thinking about anything specific with it?