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cuz i was mad at my mom so i kinda just wrote whatever popped into my head not following any format or anything. it came out so sad like the other ~50 songs i've written in the past 4 and a half years. they all suck and are kinda sad

cheer me up ppl?

EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE

waking up shaking from a nightmare/feeling so afraid and unsure/it felt so real but i’ll be ok/somehow i can’t help but feel like you should love me unconditionally/so why does it seem like you hate me?/why don’t i feel the love?/maybe it’s just not there//pre-chorus: you can’t pick your family/but i wish i had had a choice/with every word you say to me/they’re like knives cutting into me/getting down deep to make things worse/leaving scars you’ll never know about//chorus: you have three but you only see two/you’re unaware the emotionally unstable child is crying in her room/she might as well be crying blood/since it’d go unnoticed until she was gone/you and the others will be yelling at a still body/a smile on her face knowing she’s away from you now//words can hurt more than you think/i heard no one can make you feel insecure/unless they have your permission/but for someone like me it’s different/try and try every day/somehow finding courage to survive/then your mouth opens and the words come out/slowly destroying me inside//pre-chorus//CHORUS//luckily there’s so many reasons to keep fighting/it wasn’t an easy decision to make/but i decided no one was gonna ruin my life/it’s the smaller things in life that matter/i’m gonna stick around for them/they’re the reason i put up with all of it/if you take the time to look around you’ll see that//CHORUS//

yay for my stupid/sad song? :D

i also wrote one about being a kid and wanting to snow for christmas and i talked about dreaming about chocolate covered candy canes. that night i dreamt about evil spirits haunting me and work up shaking.... so ways to stop bad dreams would be nice. stupid dream catcher does nothing

One of my cats, Tiger, died almost a year ago. A few months after he died, I had to write a simile for Enlgish class. So I wrote one about him. I got a pretty good grade for it. I still haven't been able to read it to myself without tearing up. But I figured I'd share it and see what other people think cuz my english teacher was just happy that people actually tried and understood what a simile was.

Your purr was like a lion’s roar
Endless shedding was like the brush had a fur coat
Coming in from the rain you were wet like perfect morning dew
Missing you is like a piece of the world vanished
Forever wishing you were still here is like wishing for the impossible
Thinking about you was like a river of tears all through the first week that you were gone
Wearing the bracelet is like knowing you’ll always be in my heart
Pictures are like the forever memories hoping I’ll never forget
Waiting to see you again is like an eternity that I know will have been worth the wait

So tomorrow is my sister's baby shower. I'm meeting her bf's family for the first time. I don't really like being all happy smilie social. If I have to, I will. Prob is, it's that time of the month. So I'm most likely going to be an emotional wreck tomorrow. So I pretty much need advice on how to keep mood swings under control, prevent cramps, be happy smilie for about 4 hours, and do it without being able to shove chocolate down my throat the entire time.

If you're a girl, hopefully you get that it's almost impossible to keep mood swings under control. It was horrible when I was at school and would just break out crying. I had to be like "oh I accidentally jabbed myself with my pencil..."

I love my sister but I don't know which one of us is gonna be more emotional. She's 7 and a half months pregnant. I have anxiety probs to begin with and that time of the month just makes it that much worse. I'm willing to try just about anything to make it through this. It's gonna be about a 2 hour drive to the place they're doing it btw. So I also have the ride there to add to making me nuts.

i've been bored lately so i've been making more friendship bracelets. i've been doing some pokemon ones. so far i've done pikachu and umbreon. tomorrow i'll be starting snorlax. idk which one to do after

so... opinions? what's ur fav!?