Amu and Ikuto - from Shugo Chara.
Yeah, but I don't understand why, but today I never fought with anyone today. I've followed the rules and so have they. No one is angry yet, I'm happy. Happy that I see no fighting right now, but later...I'll see what'll happen.
Thankyou, CreatorOftheUncreatd. :) Em...not to break stuff apart but there will be no chapter today, but Sunday there will. Sorry for postponing it. As for chapter six it won't appear for next week, since school's approaching, I need to focus for just one week and adjust. Sorry for the news I given out...*feels guilty*
Yeah, it could work. I don't want to burst out of nowhere, so I'm waiting to see their moves.
I think the title: The Ash Projekt , sounds good.
Well I haven't watched it yet, but I probably will when it comes out to DVD. But from the trailers I've seen it looks pretty funny.
Make them... it doesn't sound bad but it'll take me some time to build up some anger. Today nothing bad has happened, everyone is peaceful which I enjoy. But if they keep repeating their same routes I'll burst out with anger. It's still hidden inside me, I have alot of anger deep down, locked.
Oh and that too, I should stop doing what they ask me to do. And I should stop asking them to do stuff for me.... it's cause I'm lazy at one moment. my room could me impossible because I feel like I'm going to be trapped in there get some smacks, but out my way could go good, I do have my own way on a track. So I'll send them on a different train track. 65 pounds!? I'm sorry to hear that. It's hard for my mom though, living with a dog and taking care of three daughters. My dad visits at time, I remember when I cried to my mom, I didn't understand anything at the time. Which was only three or four years ago. I still don't understand, so apart of me is kind of ripped off.
Instead of saying goodluck i ask them if they're okay but I seem to get a shut-up or leave me alone sentence. It's kind of hard to keep my little sister to stop attacking me, she is strong on me. Gives me a few bumps sometimes. I always end up telling her to stop but she doesn't. I was washing the dishes and then I said something that made her mad.. Heh, my way with words all I said was something about to quit being mean to me. She got up and threw my box of pencils on the wall, which In my mind I think she was aiming the box at me. All my pencils dropped out and she walked up to me punched me in the arm over twenty times. She ran upstairs crying...saying how she feels.. i my mind I wanted to break out. Which I did. She was upstairs, I cried, fell to the floor on my knees, fell again on the floor, lying on the floor crying. I was tired of it all. But I was going to tell me parents about this but I didn't. I was too scacred to see what was going to happen next. A month ago my dad told me that I should ignore them and said that was the way they are...it didn't help me much... so still my sister's get mad at me for what ever I say that relates to something else. I should keep my mouth shut. Having a guidance counselor could help but.. I don't know if my school has one. I'll try to find out. I'll stop joking or kidding with my sister's . I won't break anymore promises... there I can gain some respect, I do alot for those two. And I could quit crying in the middle of the night on my pillow, my family members think i'm drooling. Thanks.
I coloured this in, in the program I use Photo Filtre. The quality is much better with the file GIF. which I've been using something else. ( I noticed yesterday) One's coloured and one's in gray scale. Cnc? _______________________________________________
College? Sounds interesting. Congratulations!
Thanks sora is cute! And by putting you in the same group as your oneesama Valerie? By oneesama, what do you mean? ( Sorry if it sounded rude...) I'm setting groups, on Wednesday I'll begin typing group four's chapter. Thanks Danny. Omar is going to appear in the coming up chapter. Ehe, by looking in my notebook, there is a total of 34 characters.
Not to bring the fire up, but I was only rooting for Canada. Since it is my home country place... I did wanted them to win more medals but yeah...
I'm 13. Helpish much, I do most the cleaning out my two sisters, my parents to respect me but not when I don't so something or say something that doesn't really help. One is 11 and the other is 18, so I'm basically in the middle. Whatever I say like " goodluck or something" when they're in a bad mood they seem to come after me, which is hard to get away because I don't want to trip on the stairs when I'm running away. Although it is hard to talk to others espically my family. My parents I don't have the confidence to talk to either one about my feelings. No one would listen to me when i say something important that came from the inside. Whatever I say to one them, they could tell me to shut-up...knocks my chin.
I was playing this the other day. Fun games...although I dislike paying. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h9GWg51_s-4
Those were all good videos.
Yeah but..I'm not sure if it's possible. My whole family are having problems, so many yelling it hurts my head. I don't want to live with them if it happens everyday...all though I don't think my friends would allow it. My other family members won't accept it, they have problems of their own. But if I leave somewhere, my family members would miss me. I acutally believed that. I'm a fool for believing. They don't miss me at all when Im with them. My words are lies to them.
Yeah but if I do any of that then I will get some beatings. It's hard for me to stop all that, even when I try it repeats.
I'm brave.
Well, down in my family everyone seems to target me. Not sure but what ever I say sounds wrong to them. They get mad at me and freak out of me. From my two siblings, they get mad at me for saying something to them...both of them don't like me kidding or joking or anything else. I'm a target to them, a punching bag. They two seem to be yelling at me all the time, or insulting me. Sometimes they something like " I wish you died." to me, which really hurts me alot. I feel like i'm not wanted to them like a rag doll, stashed in the toy box. Everyday I would get a slap or kick or punch in the face or back or..legs. Which hurts. Sure I would like to get them back with a beating but... I tell myself that I shouldn't. I'm stronger then both, with all my strength inside of me I could bruise them, depends. But... this happens everday, I feel like crying but I hold my tears for four or five months. Sometimes if it happens repeatedly in one day I'll burst out in to tears..but not in public, in my closet. I'll be asked to get them their stuff they need or I'll be asked a favor. Ofourse I say yes, I know what happens if I say no, they'll get sad, curse at me and walk off. Yeap... this is my daily life. Which hurts me alot, I don't know what I'm doing in my family. Sometimes I just wish I lived on the streets, alone.
