Congratulations, I Hate You - Alesana
Never Be The Same - Red Scratch that. Now it's: Hollywood Whore - Papa Roach
Bring Me Down - Pillar
Second Chance - Shinedown
Gasoline - Porcelain & the Tramps
Blow - Atreyu
Best Days of Your Life - Kellie Pickler feat. Taylor Swift
Gives You Hell - All-American Rejects
Part of a song I'm working on. Verse 1: You don't own me, I am not your slave Set me free, set me free today I'm real, I am a person Not some feeble, broken life you can worsen I don't belong in this terrible place I'm put through hell by you and your angel face I needed love in my life, not abuse I shouldn't have talked to you if I knew I'd be used Chorus: I think it's time I stood up for myself This is my final goodbye I'll no longer cry out for help I'll make it through, yeah, I'll survive
Goodbye - Kristinia DeBarge
Just a little song I'm working on. Verse 1: I just can't get rid of you No, I do not want you on my mind Baby, are you feeling it, too? This sweet seduction, it's unlike any other Honey, stop teasing me like you do Playing me like I'm just a game The only thing that can please me is you All that needs answered is if you feel the same Chorus: You're my weakness, my addiction My love, my Achilles' heel I never knew that a guy like you existed That a guy like you could be so real You're showin' the signs, I'm feelin' the vibe Boy, you know I need you in my life So listen here, it's just the way I feel You are my Achilles' heel
My Leftovers - Porcelain and the Tramps
Sugar - System of a Down
I Miss You - blink-182
Yet, I'm still crying. I really think I'm bipolar or something. I was talking to him over IM, and one minute I was okay. Then, the next minute, I broke down and just cried for half an hour. I felt like cutting myself, and I saw a knife, but it's a good thing I didn't touch it. I'm trying to stop loving him, and I thought I was doing okay for the first few minutes talking to him. But when he mentioned that he was celebrating his new girlfriend's birthday Saturday, I thought about how we weren't together long enough to celebrate his or my birthday. By the way, when she messaged me a few minutes later and asked how my life was, I told her that Wes and I were friends again. All of a sudden she's all, "WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! When did you talk to Wes? And why? And what about?" Then she was all, "This weekend's my birthday, and I'm making him go shopping with me and go to church with me. Why? Because I said so, and it's MY birthday!" I swear, I just wanna move to another school so I don't have to fake being happy for them. I try to be happy, then I just break down 2 minutes later. And when he first messaged me saying I was the worst girl he ever dated because I was so annoying, I just went numb for a second, then it felt like my heart just went KA-BOOM! and shattered even more than it did the day he dumped me. I didn't realize that I was annoying him by saying I loved him everyday. I'm sorry, I must be annoying on here for having so many problems with my ex. :'(
But I don't have any watermelon. Also, I'm feeling kinda better, and I apologized to my ex and his girlfriend.
Uh...no .
If she gets anywhere near me or calls me anything, then probably. EDIT: Great, now I feel like ****. My ex messaged me on MySpace, and...God, I hate life.
Guys, seriously. This little whore IRL is pissing me off, and I don't see her until tomorrow.
Uh...no thanks. The wall always wins.
