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This is just a song I wrote one day when I just wanted to end my life. I'm talking to my ex, and telling him to just go away and that he's the cause for my death.


Verse 1:

Why are you here comforting me at my bedside?
Just go back to her, is it too much to ask for me to die
Alone in this room?
I'm bleeding to death, so short of breath
This is all thanks to you
My heart's shattered, I've been beaten and battered

Chorus:

I can see the light (it's calling my name)
Please end this pain tonight (I'll never be the same)
I'm suffering, feeling so weak
It's killing me, there's no remedy
And I know you would never cry
If I were to die

Verse 2:

This hole in my heart is expanding, don't worry, just
Let it go, 'cause I didn't know this pain would be too much
For me to bear
That's why this knife's in my heart, yeah, I truly thought
You'd give me one more chance
But you pushed me away, now here I lay on my deathbed

(Chorus x1)

Bridge:

And as my heartbeat stops, you hold me and scream,
"I'm so sorry, please don't leave me"
But we both know it's too late to save me now
For I am gone, and she will love you

(Chorus x2)

I wish you still loved me
I wish I could hold you one last time
I wish, I wish
You were still in my life

This is a song I wrote for a guy I liked. Well you know, before he told me he didn't have time for a girlfriend.


Verse 1:

I hope I'm not wasting my time on you
This heart's been broken too many times, and I'm running out of superglue
I'm just so scared of getting left behind
How can I measure up to someone so perfect, so handsome and kind?

Chorus 1:

Yes, I truly love you
And I want you so much
Oh Jesse, please be mine
Until the end of time

Verse 2:

I know I'm not the type of girl that you usually fall for
But give me a chance, and I'll be everything you need and more
Whenever you're around, I can't help but smile
And my heart beats faster yet slower at the same time

Chorus 2:

Yes, I truly love you
And I want you so much
Oh Jesse, please be mine
Until the end of time
You have no clue how much I wish
You didn't have to graduate
But I know if we stayed strong
We could prove everyone wrong

Bridge:

However, I doubt you feel the same
I'm just another soul lost in love
But you don't know how much I need this
And I wanna be good enough
For you and only you

(Chorus 2 x1)

Trust me, honey
It's love

I swear, just when I think I've found a great guy and I'm over my ex, BAM! The guy says he's too busy with his job and trying to find college classes to have a girlfriend. Also, last night, I had to have a weird yet very sad dream over and over again.

My dream started out with the graduation ceremony for the class of 2010 being held at one of the feeder schools. Then the graduating football players started chasing me and a few of my friends around the school. And guess who decided to chase me? My ex, Wes.

Well, Wes chased me outside, where I ended up falling and scraping my arm up a little. He asked me if I was okay, and he kissed my arm. I asked him why he didn't just bandage it up, and he told me he just wanted to kiss it better. So we kept talking for a little while, then he helped me up and said, "I miss us."

Of course, my first reaction was saying, "Is this some sort of trick to break my heart again?" And he said, "No, Summer. I really miss us." So we were silent for a while, then he hugged me and said, "You have no idea how much I miss you. I wish you were mine again." I replied, "Well, that's not gonna happen since you're still dating Kaitie." But he told me that he was gonna break up with her that night, then call me.

Then it was time to go, and we stopped hugging and went our separate ways before Kaitie came outside and grabbed Wes's arm. He told her he "forgot something" and had to go inside to get it. That's when he found me, held my hand, and kissed me. Then I woke up crying.

I cried because I doubt it will come true. He doesn't even talk to me because she yells at him and calls him names (fat ass, ********, etc.) whenever he tries to. I told one of my close friends about this dream, and they said it could be a sign that he still loves me.

I'm just so confused, and I keep having this dream. I miss Wes, and I can't keep denying it.

EDIT: He deserves so much better than her. She's cheating on him with her ex, and he doesn't know.

Verse 1:

Weren't you the one who made me cry,
The one who made me wanna end my life
The proof I have that shows happy endings are fake?
Everyday, it was another fight
I needed you, but you just pushed me aside
I guess I was just another heart to break
Never let me be myself, you made my life a living hell
Now I know better than to listen to you

Chorus:

So just shut up, get out of my sight
Shut up, get out of my mind
Shut up, get out of my life
What do I have to do to make you
Shut up and go away?
Shut up, it ends today
Shut up is all I gotta say to you

Verse 2:

Silly boy, I'll no longer believe
Those lies that blinded me, no I couldn't see
And when I needed you most, you were never there
Can't you go and ruin someone else's life?
Somebody who wouldn't care to waste their time
With a selfish jerk like you while I live without a care
If only you could see the pressure you put on me
Now it's gone, and so is the pain

(Chorus x1)

Bridge:

But remember, I was your first everything
First kiss, first love, but apparently, first ain't good enough for you
You said you wanted the best, but you let that go
Yeah, you let me go

(Chorus x2)

Verse 1:

Weren't you the one who made me cry,
The one who made me wanna end my life,
The proof I have that shows happy endings are fake?