Okay, officially concerned about myself. I keep spacing out of reality and into my little world (Not fully but most of my mind wanders off into it) and keep thinking of my dream of making that goddamn fighting game I always wanted to make, but I know I can't because economical reasons where I live and barely any careers that support it here. I MEAN GOSH I JUST WANT A NORMAL JOB BUT I CAN'T KEEP MY HEART FROM MY MIND. I mean, it happens everytime I listen to a cool song (Or a cool riff to begin with), and think "Oh dear this would fit this character I made so well! And his gameplay was again like..." and then it goes on and on. Something tells me I was born with a creative mind... And that scares me, a lot, for some reason. tl;dr the eternal "Ideal vs real" inner debate.
Working on a new vocal cover but I can't keep on-note while I'm going to higher pitches/notes. ;~;
Not going to lie I actually had alcohol once, I disliked the taste (Of the alcohol in the drink that is). Also, thanks. :3
Just read this and I'm currently going through the other post and oh Gosh I'm so sorry this had to happen in the first place. I'm just... At a loss for words, I DO know how the "Loss of time" stuff is like given my father has Alzheimer and that's how he started (By losing himself in time/space), but let's not injcect my personal stuff too much into this conversation, k? Anyways, I'm sorry, I'll shut it now but know that I'm listening with the deepest respect for you. .-.
What? No mention of Zero from MegaMan Zero? I mean he was atleast exclusively on Nintendo consoles. <.<;
So I recently started to seriously listen to Judas Priest. I AM PERPETUAL I KEEP THE COUNTRY CLEAN. (Also those 15 seconds = The beggining of Ky Kiske's Xrd theme)
5 days remains for my birthday number 21. I... Legitly don't know if to feel depressed about that or alright.
...Is it time to revive this? k Some metal and some classical stuff, both orgiinal compostiions. :3
So, is it my imagination or is YT going more strict on what you can upload related to music? I mean, first they remove most videos of Megadeth live in Argentina, and now most of Dio's songs and albums have been taken down. \Random but I'm annoyed. :l
"Estimated costumers..." OH DEAR, IS MY LOCAL GAME STORE GONNA FINALLY TALK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO THE TYPE-0 AND BLOODBORNE PREORDERS?" "We are incredibly sorry to say the Final Fantasy Type-0, Bloodborne and Mario Party 10 have been delayed until April 1st, please understand" ... Everyone who preordered these games: (They obviously properly apologized and I'm not mad at them because I don't even have my PS4 until next week, but still, dang, all those people who were looking forward to playing those games sooner than now...)
How are you doing? :3 Also, damn I slept a lot today. lol
Uggh, an entire light without energy or water... I am still sane though? o_o Anyways, hi! o:
Yes. ;-; *Hug* I know... But it's just the song's meaning, just like Brian May felt a bad husband and father when writing this... I feel a bad friend and son (Had a discussion with my mother today because my father kept methaphorically bashing her head against the wall with one small problem and she reached her limit, I feel I keep pushing the people's wrong buttons, etc) Btw... Can I re-add you to Skype? I'm just... Wondering. lapraskun is my handle.
Song of today because I'm feeling extra awful today, I feel the only thing I can do to people is bring them to pain.
Spoiler: Dang my hair is messy STAND UP AND SHOUT.
Hello. How is it going? :3
Ronnie James Dio - The Eyes (Master of the Moon, 2004) "I have invisible dreams Where no one can touch me Maybe I'll find a way to disappear... No one moves and no one dies Just the eyes!" IMO I feel this track could be seen as slowly losing it, or running away from the cameras. Master of the Moon is an amazing album. @_@
Amazing song amazing singer. c:
Tbh I feel a bit better after taking my psychiatric medication and taking deep breaths, but I swear this happens every month or two. @_@ Then again I'm probably doing the wrong thing by listening to Heavy Metal, like I usually do, when I feel like this. <.<; Thanks for caring, though, I really appreciate it. :3
"Don't go to the edge of rainbows Don't close your eyes Like things that can be real, the truth is really LIES" -Dream Evil, Dio. God I'm so paranoid tonight, I'm gonna have some troubles sleeping due to how my mind is acting every minute. ._.
