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lol sorry for not being on yesterday i was working at my grandmother's house.

any time
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thats what most girls at my school look like

mine is to short to do anything with

sorry for the late reply
and lol my hair cant change

gotta love my short hair that doesnt even move

lol good times.

i am a serious person. if i know something is wrong im not going to pretend like its not there.
but yeah i know i try my best. you see i learned my lessons on my own thats why i like helping people because i grew up flying solo and no one deserves that

well she is one of those girls that everyone likes because she just like makes it hard to be anything but happy. I guess she just has a happy personality. But she deals with some tough things let me tell you it is crazy. When a friend of mine told her that i like her she instantly said that there is no way because no one would ever like her. She kept telling me how she is this awful person and everything and i was like no im sorry even if half of that stuff is true i can accept your flaws. then she thanks me and says i always know what to say

3 months go by and all we do is have akward small talk and the next important conversation happens(she hates anything serious)
and we literally talked from 6 to 4 in the morning. It took that long to get her to talk. She is way to hard on herself and when she told me about what happened to her and why she doesnt date anyone she said "i am sorry please dont hate me, this is why i dont talk about myself" and for 2 hours she pretty much was begging me to be happy again.
and now im here

i have a few gym class heroes (gym try hards)
but i care and try to help her and she hates talking about herself.
She thinks that if she isnt happy all the time people wont like her

oh and for the record i don't live in jersey.
Anyway, so what.... like i hate how people judge others and how the judge themselves like
you should like you no matter what happens i mean you are alive, some people don't get that luxury.

I know for a fact that i am not even close to being perfect

i talk to much
i try to help people to much
and i care about people the the point of being very protective

and i like me. i mean i cant begin to tell you how much stuff i mess up on but like i say oh well ill try again.

if you have a good attitude about yourself good things will happen
whats most important is remembering not to give up just because there is a bump in the road
we all have struggles to deal with
such is life

I say do what makes you happy.
Honestly like if being self confident is your thing then go for it.
If not then oh well. You are You and that's all that matters.

*facepalm* don't be so hard on yourself honestly

nah its cool and i listen to my friends vent all the time
and lol i know a garret(weird conversation gets weird cuz i have block scheduling to)

but if you like him don't just like lay it on him like that, there are two ways a guy will go out with a girl

1: if he finds that she is really good looking and is nice(yeah guys can be shallow)
2: or if you are friends with him something can happen

you see i got stuck liking the girl who was my friend but turns out she got hurt in a past relationship and she has a "fool proof system" of never dating ever again so she doesnt get hurt

she was like your a sweet guy and all but i dont date. i was like of course thats my luck for ya

depends on the person

it varies from really stupid stuff or because i am too serious of a person.

happens to me alllllllllllll the time

its all good i don't mind lol.

it used to be the third on Google's list now its second page because he wont let them post advertisements.

lol nah its no big deal

my dad owns it so yeah no prob