Tifa L.

wanna talk about it?

not really i was so depressed throughout the day because i thought i was gonna lose you, yesterday i made a video with sammy though

ok, well.. i love you <3

no its fine, i deserved it, is there anyway you can forgive me for this?

im sorry /:
i was stupid i should have been considerate enough to at least tell you i wont be on..im really sorry /:

and im sorry that it seemed to turn out that way but its not like that. i love you with my entire being. i wouldnt know what to do with myself if something happened to you

i've been depressed since last night...i really want to go find a hole and go die in it.
i've mostly been depressed because i never meant to make you think i dont care if you live or die..even though i havent been able to get on much, i think about you every night, i wonder if your doing ok, i always say in my head to anybody thats willing to hear my plea of letting you somehow know even if its through a dream that i love and care and worry about you everyday, and that i never mean for it to seem like i dont care

hey, how are you feeling today?

hey .

can't complain pretty boring though. So what are you doin?

well im back home now, and my internet is working, hope you can talk to me tonight

i've got to head home, its cold out here, its starting to rain and im 30 mins late getting, i'll try to talk to you later on tonight if my internet works but if not i promise tomorrow i will talk to you, i love you <3

i do care if you live or die, every single night i think about you, i worry if your doing ok or not

im sorry, i'll admit i have been changing, im not like i use to be. im sorry that i seem like that to you now

well im here if you want to talk, sorry that im not /:

do you wanna talk about it? i hope that im one of those 2 that you can trust

i dont mean for it to be like that, im not trying to ditch you.

no, i've been a ****** all of those times, my cousin wanted to hang with me and 2 of my friends wanted to hang with me, i should have said no and stayed by yourside but i didnt and im sorry...i was trying to multitask everything again like that one time before. i need to stop with that your more important than anything else, and lately i've just been stupid, im sorry i really am <3

im so sorry i was gone, lately i've been busy, and i feel bad since i havent been able to be there for you

i've got 4 mins to be honest on my computer right now, and yea till about 5 or 6, are you doing ok though, cause i heard about your grandma