Hitokiri Shinigami Shinta

Cool good luck on it.

Great thanks I think I'll try that.

So what else has been happening with you?

Your right Jaden thanks for the support.



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I'm just nervous about the surgery that's why I'm mad and sad.

Mmmm...That does feel nice...but still...



but still...My anger and sadness won’t calm down for...at least awhile.

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I'm not taking it out on you. And thanks.

I'm so angry right now. I can't find the rest of my deck so now I have to rebuild it. And I had rare cards that if I sold them one of them I could've got one thousand dollars for it!

I know you do.

Yeah thanks Jaden I love you too.

Yeah I hope so to thanks for the support Jaden.

I'm not very good at writing poems that rhyme xd Although I did write a stupid poem one time xd

Yes I am still depressed Jaden.

Okay with that gone I end my turn your move

I see well thanks for letting me know Jaden.

Nice! I knew you could!

Sorry about that but with Stardust in my graveyard Paladin gains 500 ATK bringing him to 3400 ATK *Draw Phase* I draw *1 card in hand* *Standby Phase* *Main Phase 1* I activate and destroy [IMG] Chain?

Well I guess I should have figured that it wouldn’t madder which way I built the Blue-Eyes Deck that it would be a bad deck. Oh well I guess I’ll just try to build a Synchro deck then I guess.

Just like TeamDarkHaze recommend since those seem to be the only reliable decks now a days.

Blue-Eyes Decks just don’t seem to be reliable anymore oh well. Like I said before I guess I can just give up on that dream of ever entering a tournament with a Blue-Eyes deck oh well.

I wrote a poem today.


Everyone thinks that
I'm okay...


but can I really
be okay, if my
heart is cold?
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You see me smile,
but it's just a
mask.
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I'm washed away in
memories...
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And surrounded by
other people's
emotions.
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Can't you see that I'm
not alright?
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Can't you see that I
don't want to
remember you?
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I'd rather you leave me
alone...
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then to try to erase
what you did to me
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I've been
betrayed and lied
to by someone
who claimed to
love me.
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I'll NEVER trust him
again.
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He left me here broken
and washed in
memories that never
were.
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You may not have seen
it, but you hurt me.
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I cried everynight
because the
memories of what
never was
haunted me.
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Until I got tired
of the pain, and
shut off all
feeling all
together.
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I became a very
cold person after
that, crying
internally, and
putting on false
emotions to hide
that fact.
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My charade
worked because
now noone
believes me when I
say that I'm not
alright.

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Ok just lost twice with the Blue-Eyes deck so never mind I think your right Jaden I am using a horrible deck. I’m never going to have any hope of going to a tournament with a Blue-Eyes Deck. I think tomorrow I’m just going to keep soft-resetting for those shiny Pokémon.

This deck building thing is just too confusing for me but you Jaden I just know you’ll make it. Your better than me and you’ve proven that you’re lucky to be so strong.



I don't know what to do anymore Jaden...Guess it’s back to the drawing board for me good luck to you.

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