xxxLatiasxxx

I understand sweetheart. If it was me I'd be nervous too. But don't worry, Everything will be alright. Doctors are professionals. They're there to help you.

You can talk to me about if you need to. You know that I'll always listen.

My love, Tell me what's wrong. Why are you acting like this?[IMG] What are you so sad and upset about?[IMG]

I don't get out much so I guess that would help me...

Oh okay...Yeah that makes sense.

What are you talking about? How will this help me? And with what?

Look up everything you can? Even the stuff I don't like I'll be that much more knowledgeable? What are you talking about?

I just now saw your edit.

That's very sweet of you but I'm nowhere near good enough to enter a tournament...

I would get slaughtered...

I have beaten tournament players in my Arena before though.

The way a competitive Deck works is it has to be something with good Draw Power and something that can get out strong monsters easily.[IMG]

I've been okay except for worrying about you...

Sweetheart, What's wrong?[IMG]

Awww sweetheart.


That wasn't your fault. Crow's Level 10 Deck is a really tough Deck. I barely beat it when I faced it. Blackwings are some of the toughest monsters in the entire game. The toughest players around have trouble beating them so losing to them doesn't make you a bad duelist. They're one of the toughest and most expensive Decks in the entire game. And it sometimes takes me that many tries to beat somebody too. And not only that, But everybody who uses a Level 10 Deck poses a challenge. Most players do find them hard to beat. And I'm sorry that I didn't tell you this sooner but you should never make a Deck of more than 40 cards. Because that increases the risk of a bad starting hand. You're not a bad duelist. You're just using a bad deck. A bad duelist is someone who can't win without using Forbidden Cards. And if deckbuilding is hard for you there is no shame in using someone else's Deck. In fact, Most players do just copy a Deck that they found on the internet rather than building their own. And remember, more cards means better variety to use better Decks.

Give this a Deck a try, This one is an example of a good Deck:

Monsters: 19

Jinzo X2
Cyber Dragon
Breaker the Magical Warrior
Blackwing Gale The Whirlwind
X-Saber Airbellum X3
D.D. Warrior Lady
Snipe Hunter
Sangan
Reese The Ice Mistress X2
Card Trooper
Plaguespreader Zombie
Krebons X2
Dandylion
Spirit Reaper

Spells: 13

Book of Moon X2
Brain Control
Mind Control
Enemy Controller
Heavy Storm
Lightning Vortex
Mystical Space Typhoon
Scapegoat
Shrink
Smashing Ground
Swords of Revealing Light
United We Stand

Traps: 8

Bottomless Trap Hole X2
Solemn Judgment
Starlight Road X2
Call Of The Haunted
Mirror Force
Torrential Tribute

Extra Deck: 15

Ally of Justice Catastor
Ancient Fairy Dragon
Red Dragon Archfiend
Blackwing Armor Master
Colossal Fighter
Goyo Guardian
Thought Ruler Archfiend
Dark End Dragon
Flamvell Urquizas
Stardust Dragon X2
Black Rose Dragon
Brionac, Dragon of the Ice Barrier
Trishula, Dragon of the Ice Barrier
X-Saber Urbellum

I'll be honest with you when I say this though. It's true that you do still have a long way to go before you're ready for a tournament if you find the videogames hard. Because they're both are on an entirely separate plain in terms of difficulty. It's like the videogames are 10x easier than beginner mode and tournaments are 10x harder than critical mode.

And I don't need Super Polymerization against you. I can Duel you without using it if you like.

You're my girl and I believe in you. And I promise you that a better Deck will make a difference. I love you will all my heart. You're the girl I've always wanted for my girlfriend. And I'm still not giving up hope that one day we'll meet in real life and date each other and be happy together.
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I need to go to bed now. Goodnight Carly. I love you.

My poor sweet angel...

I can't stand seeing you so sad like this...[IMG]

There there...everything is gonna be alright. Trust in the lord and everything will be okay. *hugs you tight* I love you very much sweetheart. Don't worry. Everything will be alright.
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Awww there there...*starts patting you on the back while hugging you* Everything will be alright. I'll be praying for you.

*hugs you very tight* Don't cry sweetheart. I will always love you and I will always be here for you. And that's a promise.


Right now I have to go to church but I'll be back on later this evening.[IMG]

I don't understand...What's wrong?

Darling, I could never ever leave you...You're worth more to me than the world.
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Awww sweetheart.


As long as I have you and your love I'm indestructible.
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Awww sweetheart. I'll be okay as long as I have you.

The only way I can survive is to have my parents buy things for me and collect disability checks from the government. And I only have 1 real life friend...

I beat his Level 10 Deck with my Elemental Hero Deck. It was really intense too. He Synchro Summoned his Blackwing Armor Master before I won and I killed it with Elemental Hero Plasma Vice's effect and attacked him directly winning the Duel.[IMG]

That is so precious...


I meant earlier in my life...I was always bullied and teased back in school and abused by my father as a kid...And I can't hold a job because of my disability...And because of that I'm at home all the time locked away from the outside world...I'm so locked away and alone that my skin is pale from lack of exposure to the sunlight...
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