Sabby

Your mom? >:3

And her real isn't Lightning, it's *shot*

Ok, I'll ttyl then.

Ah ok. I wondered lol

lol longreplyislong XD

Is that a no?

................pm?

I'm honestly not so sure about that.

Trust me, I know.

Probably smart for that.

Same, plus frustrations with friends.

Okay.
How are you?

I know who you are, I'm saying I don't know anyone else here; I don't know anyone else on this site to say, "Hey, Lightning Farron is Sabby."

I'm sorry. I'm afraid I don't know anyone whom to tell who you are. :-/

If she's saying anything, it's only to the one i like. she might know i like her and might want to get at me that way. using my feelings against me.

well, that kinda helped, so thanks. but:

i know she doesnt like me that way. i know who she does like. she told me. and then there is the few guys that she seems to get googly eyed at that i want to kill for surprising me. as for not letting the hater say things, i dont know if she is. its just an educated guess. she sees i have a problem with the ater, she helps, i messed up bad by getting paranoid and overreacting to the littlest things, school starts, she is around the hater 100000x more in october, and her appearent care for me as a friend drops to negative levels. i put 2 and 2 toghether, and i get that its the haters fault. if it is, im gonna ***** her out so bad that she'll never speak again. well. that is an overestimation. i'll probably just tell her off. long story short, i feel like the one i love dislikes me. i feel like she's avoiding me. what sucks here is that her cousin (whom also is a girl) is one of my best friends.

well, i'm not kidding. my life is like... exploding. im growing a hate for many people that i feel are in my way of being normal. i feel like my friends ae turning against me. i feel betrayed by the girl im in love with. in this case she knows i like her, but not how much. i messed up alot, and now she barely treats me like a friend. its not like she hates me, just more like i feel like she doesnt really care if im there or not. and that hurts. i see her every day i school in about half of my classes. and there is this other gir that hates my guts from last year that i had a problem with. the girl i like now helped me get over the old one and thats how i came to like her instead. either way, this one that hates me is always hanging around the one i care about, and i fear that the hater is telling her things to get her to hate me too. as an act of revenge. and ive just about lost my mind in the last week.

i would really rather not on KHV. i'd feel like an attention whore trying to take over the world.

absolutely not. i think i need a person who profesionally listens that i cant spell the name of...

lol that's alright, I barely know who I am most of the time 8D

I believe you should change your name. Everytime I read it, I keep thinking of Jack Sparrow's, "Saavy?" :-/

Clearly I am braindamaged. XP