Tifa L.

I sopose thats true, but I dont really want you to do eather. I just hope you feel better soon.

*hug* Well, i hope so. I dont want you to feel emotionally numb.

That definitly does not sound good. What is the matter?

I am good :D how are you?

I'm sorry to hear that, if you wanna talk about it, just PM me or something. You should try to concentrate on other things, maybe that way it'll get better. And no matter how tough life may seem, it'll get better, trust me :)

A song 2 poems and drew wow well now. All I can say is this... Giving up is not an something that should enter your mind. Try this something I kinda used to do with my buds wen we were all feeling down. Someone says soething how they are feeling in a song kinda a way like one or two lines.

I'm not sure if I can go on. I lost everything excpet
And someone else can say something to make it funny to help lighten the mood up like this...
My friends and this bong. Its not so fun when your on the run...
Then the next person goes and says something like
Getting lied to people putting you down you look like a clown have a frown. Why can't you see. Were gonna make it cause were still alive and somking these trees. No need to get hyped up for going over seas. As longs as you got the talk about the birds and the bees. So then that lady next to me will see that I am not the one to try to run. From anything bad she tries to say to me cause **** look see. I'm all real so you can't break me down. I keep coming back with this same ol frown I look like a clown. But damn not fun cause why this gun. This gun that holds the bullet to my past and the bs and the stress. Including me yes so all I have say is we the best. **** you shot. Awww man you hot took away the pain making me feel so sane hot damn you the mane. Only if it were that easy. Instead of sitting down watching t.v. I could be doing something to help me...
And then it goes on like that its like a non-stop flowing thing. With different minds so it makes it more fun.

That's not good at all. I mean I'm sick but I kinda ate something. But you didn't... And getting your heart broken. That isn't... I have no room to be talking but I'm not liking this at all. So maybe wat you may need to do is take a break from life and kick back. Do something to get your mind off of everything. Do something that calms you down. For me it was Street Racing but I stopped. So now I just think wat it would be like to play the piano again. I really wanna play this one song so badly. So why not make a song and just keep improvisng along the way.

That's not cool at all. Why does bad things happen to good people? I'm sorry I wanna help you but I don't wanna ask you too may personal things.

I've been pretty good. What's wrong? What happened?

Hey, yeah sorry. I haven't been on for a loooong time. How're you doing? n.n

Y-Yea ok I hope all will go well for you to. Please I hope you will be better. And thank you very much. See ya night.

Wow I'd be pretty heated about that. Still to me going about yourself this way isn't right either. If you have the right people around you then trying to figure out if wats going on is cause of you. That won't enter your mind. And maybe to help vent out will be the best thing still don't let wat others say bring you down. The only thing that will cause is negative things to keep entering your life. You can't have that I if you got that weighing you down. Plus the daily bs you go through and the bs that may come onto you later on. No see that won't fly cause that's way too much stress for one person. I would say cry it out and vent out dont hold in your emotions. You told me that and its worked wonders for me. But then wen you done venting out just close your eyes and think of a place. A place where you in control and your in so much peace you have a great smile on your face. And keep thinking about this place and if a bad thought comes into the way. Your in control no one else is. Just do wat needs to be done to get it out of your head. Casue all that you have to focus on is having a good life. Cause no matter wat you are the master of your own destiny always remember that.

Awww no that's not mixtape...
Not to get into your biss but wat events lead you to be this way? Was it something that may have happened in school? Something that you wanted to forget from the past... Something that you wanted to forget... Was it a haunting like thought and something like it came to reality? Like you don't have to go into detail but things like that.

W-Woo and tell that to my parents. I still went to school today. I guess I'm doing a bit better. But I'm still not 100% so eitrher way I lose.
But anyways how's things going for ya on your side of things?

I'm not even sure I'm still sick and yet I went to school. But I know Is more then a fever.

Hey Tifa whats up

lol well, if you are going to use it, then you have to be discripitive lol

well, Ive seen it on telivision. Well, you walk up to a person, you ask than if they have ever smelled a dead mouse. sdtart to describe the smell. Then, as your speaking, slip a folded napkin into their pocket, and tell them you have just slipped a dead mouse into their pocket, and no matter how many times tey wash their jacket (or whatever you slipped a napkin into) the smell will never go away. then, when the feel their pocket, and think you actually did slip a mouse in their pocket. and then, whenever they smell the jacket, their mind will make it smell like a dead mouse XD

Well, he controlled people using fear, making sure nobody would stand togther and fight back, helping maximise controll. he had a pretty good idea, but didnt use everything to his benifit and failed. his concept was correct, he just wasnt the right man to do it. Just about any emotion can be used for controll, its just a matter of applying it. I know this one trick of the mind, but it doesnt controll, and im not sure if it works XD

lol YOU COMPLETE ME!!!! XD I think and look up to men who have accomplished this, and toying with people and making them my puppets to do my bidding X) lol you think of how it is done lol :D