Jayn

Ah. I cry so much. I cried a little for Kotomi, but After Story is the saddest. Oh god... I'm tearing up just thinking about it.

...Why are your grandparents in there in the first place?

It's okay. Like I told you on MSN, as long as you're okay and your mom is okay, then it's all good. XDX

*will randomly rant out of no where so you make another essay* << >> *shot*

I found that instead. XDDD

Heehee, mhmm!

It's pertyful. :333

Lol. I'm rewatching Fuuko's arc right now and I wanna cryyyy T-T

A little bit. o:

Oh, I see. Have fun. 8D

It's alright. You can earn it some other time.
I wish it could be added here. XD

Thanks. XD
Yours is too.

Where are you going? D:

I would have given you an A++ but the "Bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh." at the end ruined it. :/gasp:
YAY! *insert that one yay emote here that has that pink...thing tripping* XDDDD

Lol. XD
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I don't care what you tell him actually. XDDD

I give you an A+. :lolface:
I feel better. I'm just kind of hungry now.

Well sense im blocked i will do that later.

I'm not telling him crap. He'll probably start *****ing at me to tell him what's bothering me. I'm not even talking to him right now either way so meh.

I seriously have no idea what to say because honestly, that last VM was a freaking rant that just came out on it's own.

Haha, I am Kotomi at heart xDDD
I love her. She's so cute and shy and x333

Thoughts flooded into my mind about almost all betrayals I've gone through. Not once did I ever turn my back on someone. Not once did I think about hurting another. Not once did I worry about what the hell I was going through when someone came to me for comfort or advice. Not once did I give up on someone. Not once did I push someone away. Not once. I was always there for someone but somehow I was constantly betrayed. It hurt like hell every single time but not once did I show it. I simply shrugged it off and decided to move on because I was tired of taking bullshit from people. There is absolutely nobody that knows ever bullshit I've gone through. Not even the closest person I know that has not even turned her back on me. I know more about her life than she knows about mine. As of right now, the only person that I can think of that knows more about me than anyone else is Al.

I hide what I feel because people always saw me as someone who would always remain happy. They were damn wrong. Very rarely did I ever tell people my problems because I know there are people who have it way worse than I do. I don't see the point of me complaining and then crying about it afterward. I'm amazed I actually have the patience to deal with so many people coming to me with their problems. I'm amazed I haven't gone insane. I'm amazed I'm not suicidal. I'm a very depressed person deep down inside that has yet to come out.

I hope you didn't tell Al there was something wrong with me. Did you?

I did on msn and he blocked me. :\

Idk he just likes razor and does everything for him like he is a gay assitent.

Cloud of darkness

Like I've said many other times, I'm tired of making people worry. Remember what I told you last night what I tend to do? Well sometimes I just can't keep it in that I end up releasing it on people. I hide it because I constantly cause people to worry. That's all I do now so I might as well hide it to prevent from hurting anyone when I release my anger on the wrong people. I've done it many times and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of feeling like a terrible person for doing those things.

Ignore me. I'm not important right now.

He is being scared and wont admit that he hates me.