Aura

Don't do the class friend thing so well myself.

I remember when I was quiet.

They're not bad people. I just have an aversion to talking or being near people in general especially when they are not treating me like the GOD I know I am. Yes, it needs be in all caps.

xDD Okay then. I'm leaving soon. ;_;'' *Getting ready*

::L: *Shows my mom my first A+ evr*
Good! Good feeling better. If you ever wanna vent like that randomly again and make me write you another essay, feel free. <3 ilmai Virah-chan.

Alright. It's okay. Your decision. :3 I won't say anything.

Oh god. I just typed an essay. :why?:
But it's alright. I just want you to feel better.

That goes into the category of, "I dun wanna talk about it for now because it makes my head hurt". I wrote too much about that last year for school and was always the one relegated the position of wrong. I hate my classmates.

I didn't tell Al anything, it's none of his business unless you want it to be. I figured you would tell him if you wanted to.

So you've been reflecting? It's alright. Life isn't fair and bad things happen to good people, not that it justifies anything. I can honestly say it's alright to feel like this. I'm glad you aren't insane or suicidal. And I think there's a point in everyone's life where they feel depressed, it's kind of unnatural for someone to be forever happy or carefree. It's natural and fair that you feel this way, though I think it's a very important thing to get how you feel out. Whether it's raging, writing, crying, screaming, talking, thinking. It has to get out somehow. It's never good to hold in your feelings to such an extent that there's so much bottled up and hidden away. If you're feeling depressed, then you should feel depressed. Talk with a trusted friend, a family member, anyone. Or sometimes time alone is necessary.

I'm sorry you feel this way. But honestly? Everyone complains. People who have it perfect complain and want more. It's life and human nature. The fact that you know there are people who have it worse and that you appreciate was is going well in your life is enough, but there will be times you'll feel lime complaining or talking about your own problems. Just because our problems may not be as bad as someone else's doesn't mean they aren't problems that are bothering us. It's alright to feel bad.

There's no way in this world you'll be able to ever find happiness for yourself when you try to push away or ignore your worries. Part of life is sorting through your problems, it's important. If you are depressed, then try to think of what's depressing you. Try to think of what makes you happiest. What makes you smile, laugh, happy. Then think of what makes you from, cry, sad. Sort through these things in your head and just think about it at first. Once you find out, it should be a tad easier to know how to cheer yourself up. Or know what's bothering you truly when something is wrong. Just try that.

I think one of the best places to think and reflect on things is a bath or shower. Just quiet time, alone, thinking, crying. Then after you know what's wrong and after you've thought about it, talking with someone normally helps. Or even just getting angry. If you feel angry, just find something you can channel it to. Video-game rage. Book/game/show/anime character you HATE. Write a rant about them and why you hate them or that thing. Think about what you dislike and exaggerate it to get that anger and frustration you have for something else out.

And sometimes you feel like doing nothing. That's when it'd probably be best to just get comfortable, step away from the computer and lay down in bed. Just take deep breaths and try to relax.

What you're feeling is natural and a normal part of life. What you have to understand is that being a good person isn't a bad thing. You have to understand that being betrayed so many times isn't your fault. It isn't you, it's the person or people around you who hurt you. You shouldn't feel it's your fault or that you're wrong from trusting or helping someone else, because you aren't. It's their fault. Bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Not gonna say you're wrong because that would be stupid and intolerant.

It was done better than DBZ and various other series. Still, it wasn't as synchronized with the rest of the plot as it should have been really.

It's really nothing like DBZ even in that respect. DBZ overdid it to the same kind of extreme as Gurren Lagann but in the least cool way. Bleach manages not to be that. Everything in a way makes sense and they don't just stop the story for someone to get stronger by resting or something crazy like that. I hate DBZ myself because the art looks ugly and the anime ran far too long.

Isn't it obvious that I worry more about you when you keep it inside and hide from me? Don't you know I want to be here for you? It hurts that you're hiding from me, regardless of the reason, and I'm worrying a lot more since I have no idea what's bothering you or how you're feeling. You aren't a terrible person at all. But I really do worry more when I have to guess what's wrong, because my mind works against me and I think of the worse possible thing and think that's what's wrong with you and I'm scared.

I'm not going to turn away from you, if you really don't want to talk then you'll be the one ignoring me because I'm not going to turn my back on you. You're my friend.

Why don't you want me to? ><

My problem with Bleach is the plot skews off from what I felt it should have been in book eight or nine when they enter the Soul Society and the plot just totally went in another direction from how it started and from there is just kept on go off further from wherever it was with adding new characters and creatures and powers when they are totally unnecessary to the plot because they create more plot lines to finish on top of old one's that they never did finish to an satisfactory end. The thing I hate the most is probably that Ichigo doesn't lose a single fight after Grand Fisher that I can think of. Even when he's going up against Captains, Espada, whatever he crushes them even after he gets his ass beat because of the deus ex machina Hollow power he has. I never really felt the anime did justice to Kubo's art either. In any case, I just can't stand Bleach anymore and I only read it because I still like the art. I can understand liking Bleach if you come in after the Soul Society arc has already started and that is what you are used to the series being but I just can't get over the fact that it started so differently from how it became with no good transition to bring it there.
/rant

I generally don't go on that much but I really like Bleach before I started hating it. Either way it's just an opinion and most people actually disagree with me on this one.

It bothers me. I don't know what's wrong.

I hope you feel better soon. :/

In general the one or two season series that run 12-54 eps go better than extended shows that run 3+ seasons and over 75 eps. I think it's 'cause they just don't have as much time to screw it up. Though Umisho and Kannagi are proof that this isn't 100% correct.

Many series that are out there just aren't that good. I can understand finding a few you like and not being able to pick up others very easily.

Yep. :/gasp: Don't tell the FBI...

She doesn't have the phone. :B|:

Usually I do it like this: If the manga came first I read that and watch the anime when it comes out for a few eps to see if I like it. If the anime comes out first then I watch that and ignore the manga. If the light novel comes out first I read it and watch it and drop the one I dislike or keep up with both. Thing with me is I follow over 20 manga/anime series at once so I read more than I watch because it is infinitely faster that way and I can multitask and stop whenever I need to. That's how my reasning goes at least. I don't see a problem with your way though, you know how it goes, whatever works for you.