walkergirl-_-

no need to worry. i'm 100% NOT an old perv. the reason i asked is because my mom brought that up.

Well, I've done webcam with him before and I have pictures of him and everything sooo...I've see his face before. XD

id rather buy them cuz i lazy but cant find it so gonna make it
itll probably be easier to find urs to buy

Yeah. I just want to see what's going to happen when I go back.

I know. I need to think of character names.

true. very true. *hugs*
question? have your parents brought up the possibility i could be an old perv?

internet and not too sure cuz idk wen she started teehee

*kisses deeply* i have a feeling we'll be together for a long time. ^_^

no shes using foam but she got some instructions on how to make it if that helps u a bit

*nods* of course.

I'm just practically afraid now. If it hurt this much with him, I'm just afraid how it would be if I meet someone at school. I don't know. I want school to start already so I be distracted by schoolwork. I kind of also want to go so I can stop liking him. Like I said, he's most likely moved on and I have a feeling he did. I don't know...

I hope so too. I was looking forward to it. But I also plan to write something new. Not sure when I'm going to start on it though.

idk but she told me all she had to do is smooth it out and paint it

*laughs* we'll have to start smaller.

I'm not going to make sure someone gets karma. If they backstabbed me, they backstabbed me. I either want to solve the problem or I don't and simply move on. I have so far moved away from everyone who stabbed me in the heart except for one. You obviously know who that is. Hell, I still talk to him because...he makes me happy...I somehow can't stay mad at him and ignore him. He comes into mind and makes me want to talk to him because I know he'll make me laugh. I missed him after he broke up with me. I wanted to talk to him because I felt as if he'd make me happy somehow even though he was the one that hurt me. I admit I still want to be with him but I know that's not going to happen. He doesn't like me anymore so why bother talking to him about my feelings? He lied to me about being in love with me but yet, I want to talk to him. I can't stay mad at him. It's something I can't do with him but yet I can do it with other people and completely ignore them. ...I'm sorry for leaving you such long messages.

He created the idea. He didn't leave it out there. Besides, he said he might bring it back up. He'd give me a heads up on anything.

i do. ^_^ better yet, if we have the money, we could live together.

ya but shes almost done and ima get help
if i can buy it i would but cant find it

sounds like a good time. ^_^

maaaaaaaaaybe.

ya! me and demyx r gonna but we gotta make em so i got some work to do and ¥ to save up

When someone treats me bad, they see my bad side. Or possibly worse. Simple as that. I don't like showing it but they provoke me. But I'm basically tired of feeling like this. So far there has been only been one person I've known for a long period of time that has not backstabbed me. When I give someone my trust, I give it to them. If it was possible, I'd give my life for someone I loved. That's just how I am. I've been told several times that I'm a sweet girl. I guess I am but I guess I'm too sweet where people just like stabbing me in the back, heart, whatever. Just...yeah. Whatever, I guess.

I think that's considered stealing. It wasn't my idea to begin with so if I suddenly say I started it and I asked others to be part of it, that's stealing and plagiarism which is bad.

sounds good. ^_^