Comments on Profile Post by nasirrich

Naz I am happy with who I am. I am also sure you are happy with who you are too. And I can say I will always follow what you write because they are always quite good.

I'm honestly not happy with who I am at all. I've let some Aqua take over ruining a lot of things, still hearing you say that is something good to know...

I still respect you mate and I know I have caused my share of problems by being stubborn. As have you on some occasions. Although I would like you to help me understand who you see yourself as and why you are not happy with who you are.

I am no more aware of who I see myself as. I am unhappy because I tried to let go of my old ways of getting back at those who swear they have power of others because people allow it. My happiness is no longer within me and I can see it now. I get joy of demolishing those who stand tall for the false sense of power. I was never like this its just over the years if I ever felt threatened by anything anyone did I'd need to crush it. Me being stubborn also has a major part in this as well.

Then how do you plan to fix that?

I don't because I'm not, and love how surprised it gets people when those they felt to be this untouchable person is getting demolished. I thrive off of that, and just get stoked to see how thy react to it in awe themselves. That's what I am thinking, but my heart says what will she do about this when she finds out? Then what Oda huh? Do I do this for the lust and joy of watching those said greats fall? Or get what I need back and live my life so the universe deals with them?

I do admit Some people get egos too big to control because I know I did. But I also know that what goes up must come down so eventually everyone gets taken down. I would suggest you do what would make you live a happy life in the long run because sometimes you need to put yourself first.

When I do that I only want to see those with the ego fall by my means. I'm sick of that, but I can't let it go because I have nothing else to live for anymore. I will get those who need to be shown a thing or too back, but not the normal way. I'm sick with the words, and even with story telling so I'll get them that way. If they want to rumble I'll really then let em have it. I know for a fact the people I've bumped heads with their fans came to their aid getting hurt too, then the staff came along. So they took behind the staff as if they got anything accomplished. I keep them on the look out for what they say now which makes me laugh so hard. Still my only happiness is... Tch I don't even know...

Perhaps you should take a break then. Get offline for a while and clear your head. The people with big egos will still be here when you get back and odds are there will be even more too.

Ewww take a break? Naw I like to rp with the team so that's just not gonna happen. I wanna keep on getting better even though I know I outclass many in the art of rp. I've mastered the aspects of what it means to speak from your soul have your heart in it all while playing with each image in of each scene in my mind. I've been looking at the "Pro Rp-ers" Do it and its all trash. None of them con follow the basic concept that people have different ideas in their mind even though its set on one idea. Why is that so hard to see for them? You're a pro yet you have skills of a newbie. Also the silly fighting over some dumb stuff ruins it. Again lacking the skill to understand others is the reason why a lot of the rp's aren't a success.

I have been rping since 2007 and I honestly know I am not a pro rper I still see myself as a newbie. And to be honest you are sound quite egotistical with that statement.

I've been rp-ing when I was very young, and never knew what it meant until I came on here. I feel if you want to be the best feel like it. Just don't go chanting all the time. I prove it, I didn't mean you you just you in general. Also I really want to do a song with you and actual song. I haven't been able to get it out of my head and would like to compose an elegant masterpiece with you good sir.

I have to say if we did work together I know the song would be real and that would make it great.

No more hidden bitter feelings, just true emotions, raw skill, talent, and no planning just do what you feel.

Indeed and that is what will make what ever we write great in our eyes even if someone else disagrees.

Let them criticize for they lack what we have

Yeah well we can't be selfish and keep ours gifts to ourselves.

Yea you got that right, and I just can't wait to do this song with you. Man I can not wait to showcase what I have been holding back for the longest time.

Yeah well I've been lacking inspiration for a little while now but I know you can help me get my spark back!

I got you actual I wanted to do this for a long time. Because when I do this it helps me out to so I can keep on writing.

It is kind of funny because we both have different styles yet we can inspire each other lol.

Now if your attitude determines gratitude
Don't get mad when I make a move
To try and better myself and leave these fools
Who can't stand it when the truth isn't cool
So they get wicked and make tickets to the attic room
I made amends to end something I just couldn't handle
That Aqua flow, but its more like the Watergate Scandal
Got back with Oda now these cats wants some samples
We can meet demands to show its harmless
Wanna get up their in the light you gotta find more targets
Get them right in the head with what's said leaving the blind with sight and the living dead
Hard to take, but when leave you satisfied you'll see these are the tracks the Greats Tread

Damn I've missed your blunt truthful lyrics
And since our last team up we both have some new tricks
I know I am not at my best
But together we can fry all the rest
Whether the theme is simple or way too hard
I can say I'll stab the wanna be bard
So lets team up and create a master piece
Now our hostilities have ceased.

The spark that you and I create
Raises the Stakes like a Presidential debate
Got some people to hate but they secretly appreciate
Our words beating human beings
How can something not physical do things like that not be worth seeing?
It may be complex yes
But trust these come from a place that'll make soft spoken people lose their breath
And yet it causes stress to develop
Oda And Aqua coming to mess your set up
No matter what you want to say its already been said
Making up news ways to spit so my old ways will make you new style dead
Now they want it to be calm so they tell me to play golf
I'll squeeze the nine iron having them all cough
Those who swear they got a pair make em aware all of that hard talk is off
They say chop it but I'll just Lorena Bobbitt
Oda is proof as to why you can't stop this...

Haha well I can strike if need be
But I let you go ahead of me
Since your truthful style takes priority
And My style can be classed as one of a softy
Sending out a message either dark or Light
Can cause a text based fight
Our guaranteed victory can bring stress
But for now I must Digress

Now its gets to where those who claim to have superior intellect
Must fret because they're next
You can't claim something you don't even know half of
People like that on the net see themselves as studs
You can glimmer and shine
Just one line of mine will that light dim and flaky like thyme
Your next step would be to show me how fine you really are
Take you off that high horse and hit you with another bar
Those who swear to be crazy sickly hasn't gotten the chance to personally face me
Me as in everyone
That's when they'll understand that calm joy ride is now done

Indeed you can't know it all
And I know this because I have taken that fall
Information is worthless unless used right
Those who think otherwise say out of my sight
The spotlight is for those without egos so large
Have a big ego? then face Our deadly charge
(I am actually struggling here mate so I think I have to stop for now. Also start a PM convo because there is something i wanna show you and only you)

Also just wanted to say how true that is that our two styles really work well with one another now that all of this stuff has been happening to us.

Yeah well you have to say you are always at your best when facing or teamed up with your Rival.

That is crazy true its not even funny

I guess I just called you my rival.

I actual never thought you'd think of me as a rival seeing as how in the light you stand compared to me. Huh...

The fact s I can be full of light but I have my dark moments your pure dark and no Light. But your just as strong as I am.

I am pure dark with light intent, and I thank you very much

No offense when I say this but I don't see any light in your words. so I doubt the Light intent but I know sometimes words can not be seen in the way you wished them to be.

I know that's why I say intent. I really want it back, but that side of me proven to be too weak, and get nothing but pain. The pain is worse, but I dish it out worse so those who cause it towards me can't take it

Perhaps I can help you find your light once more.

Not yet I still have to do something then I will take help on that. These forces of Darkness...

Understood so I shall await the time you require my aid for that task.

I fear by then I will be so obsessed with the love of what I thrive off of it will get the best of me. Still I'm not gonna allow it because I'm me.

Do you really think I'd let you get lost in the dark?

I wouldn't even allow, and I don't even after that blowout I still thought would Oda really allow this to happen to me? Does he think I'll actual keep this up. Naw ewww darkness can go screw itself.

Nas I recall the only reason I got so mad was because you said I had no talent but a few days later I realized I wasn't displaying any.

I only said that out of spite, and being pissed off because of how when you dissed me. Zelda, and Star liked it. The only reason why I said nothing to Zelda is because she wasn't part of it. I knew you had skill because one of your lines set me off. Like damn the guy said one thing and I put down all of that. You are skilled, and I have no right to say you aren't but at the time I didn't see the Oda I first met.