nasirrich

me: i dont know..

(man you are really laying into me with this whole rushing thing)

me: I...im scared okay? I know I made this big commitment. And I'm happy that I did, but I know you think I can't handle the resposibility of all of this. I'm afraid that your right, that I can't handle any of this,.I'm afraid that you'll leave me if I don't man up...

(i was just playin nas and even though im sick i have nothing else to do so i thought i take the time to be on here while i can*

me : *gets out of the car* do you need to talk about something?

(well fine then :p is it sad that i feel like im in trouble from the way windy is acting? cause i feel like if done something wrong XD )

me: okay *takes the off ramp back onto the senic route and pulls over*

(sorry nas i thought we finished, and this fever i've been having has made me feel clueless lately O.o)

Charisa- Yes, I don't feel Isis' aura either

Charisa- He just is

me: *takes a right back onto the highway heading towards home*

Charisa- CR is lucky to have you

Charisa- A-are you one too?!

me: *smiles as i continue driving through the roads* i'm glad that you think i'am changing. *slides my left hand over to her hand hoping she'll hold my hand*

Charisa- Is that because he would want to meddle in the fight? He already witnessed the one between Ashley and Lucy

Charisa- I don't doubt Ashley, I'm more worried about you. What about CR...and Aaliyah

Charisa- Are you sure?

Charisa- Someone must go get her...

Charisa- I couldn't even help Aaliyah...

me: *realizes that no matter what I say wont make the situation better*

me: im not too sure, i just wanted to take the long way home so I could reflect on everything that happened today *smiles softly*

Charisa- *feels bad for being weak and not helping*

me: *continues driving just enjoying the outdoors and views*

me: no, i used to drive these roads back when i was younger, i missed the view out here, so i thought i'd make a detour. i also thought you would enjoy the senic route