Tifa L.

They see me troll'n
They hate'n
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lol Your awesomeness is pathetic? That makes no sence.
And you should see the grin on my face XD Starseeker doesn't like that I am talking in encryption with Sora's aprentice XD

Another one? :/ Ya know, you are just too damn awesome. You need to stop doing that XDD

lol And you wouldn't even know it...
So, anything awesome happen since we last spoke? :)

lol Good. I was afraid I was going to have to go all encrypted troll on you XDD I just tought my other student the ways of stupid simple encryption XD

YES!!! Problem? XD
Welcome back :D

Okay, see ya. :glomp: :)

I COMMAND YOU TO GET BETTER! I COMMAND YOU TO FEEL THE AWESOMENESS OF MY ONLINE PRESENCE AND BE HEALED! IF GOD CAN HEAL, GOD DAMNIT SO CAN I!!!
That is all XD. I don't have much experence with depreddion, but in theroy if it goes away you might be able to dream.

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[MARQUEE]SADFACE!!!!!!!!!![/MARQUEE]
Here I am going on and on and on about awesome dream stuff, and here you are not being able to dream?!?!?
I feel like an a$$ now XD Inability to dream is caused by depression. Thats why Kelly cant dream. We used to talk about dreams all the time, now she cant dream anymore at this point T.T

You dont recall dreaming? No dreams at all? Just go to sleep and wake up three seconds later?

I know, right? :D Keep a dream journal. That way you can see a pattern and notice it in your dreams. That way you can do lucid dreaming, and you can record what you do in the journal.
The way I see it, I might aswell do something productive eight hours a night lol.

Okay, so, as I said, I used to have reacuring nightmares. Eventually I paniced and made myself wake up. When the nightmare happened agian I did the same thing agian and woke up. I managed to figure out I was dreaming. So eventually I managed to make the monster that was chasing me disapear. I was so happy that I managed to end the nightmare. However, about a week or two after managing to lucid dream, the nightmare stoped hapening. Because the nightmare stoped hapening there were no bells and whistles going off in my head to tell me I was asleep. The last time I lucid dreamed (attempting to wake myself up) I ended up in a room with a spiral staircase. Everything in the room was a bright white. There were doors everywhere and the staircase seemed to go on forever. However, being a little kid, i didn't think to explore. (looking back, it kinda looked like something out of castle oblivion XD) My mindset was "Its my dream! I want out! NOW!" and so I willed myself out of the room. a few rooms flashed before my eyes before I woke up. That was the last time I actually had controll over my dream. Since then i havent been able to realise I have been asleep. So basicly, now I am starting from scratch with lucid dreaming. I want to go back to that room and see what lies behind all those doors. That, and I want to see if I can actually change and move things around. Not that I am planning on changing myself, I just want to see what I can do lol. That is, if anything happens at all lol.

Oh well lol. I used to be able to dream lucidly. I kept having nightmarees as a little kid. I tought myself to lucid dream and made them stop lol. However without the nightmares (and not having a bad dream for the past... eight years I think lol) I have no way to tell if I am dreaming lol. If I can manage to lucid dream i will explore my own phycoligy. I doubt anything will happen, but worth a shot lol. I would go on, but I think I might bore you XD

If I happen to see a computer in my dream maybe you will tell me I am dreaming. If you say you would do it in real life, it would make perfect dream logic that you would tell me in my dream lol. So I am going to hold you to that promise. That, and maybe you would tell me if I was dreaming right now lol.
brb.

I only remember the ones I wright down. For this reason I have been keeping a dream journal to try and find a pattern to alarm me when I am asleep lol. That, and every time I think of it, I ask myself if I am dreaming. In hopes the habit will cary out into what lucid people call the dream world. We are currently in the waking world. As far as I know that is. That, and when i ask myself if I am dreaming I pinch myself to test if I am asleep XD. I have so many red marks on my arm that I probably look emo LOL.

One last random question. Or atleast for the next three minutes lol. If I were dreaming, would you tell me?

Yes yes! Shes a quick one! XD
lol Have you ever experenced it before? The reason for my plethera of questions is because I am attempting to learn to lucid dream on command lol.
[MARQUEE]LUCIDIDIDIDIDITITY![/MARQUEE]
Don't mind me, a smidgen hyper.

YESS!

Yes! You have heard of it! Good. Do you know what it is?

Do you believe dreams have a signifigant meaning, and do you know what licid dreaming is?

And I know, I am just awesome like that XD

Quite a bit I believe lol. I am teaching another person computer stuff, I am now a premium in a game called minecraft, I plan on making my own server, making a game (I think I already told you lol. If not, Hey! I am making a video game!), school, I am going to take a lesson in javascript, then learn some scripting in python and so on, valentines day, I went to a friends house (first time I have been out of the house in like... weeks XD), and I have a winter break comming up! Oh, and I have been looking into phycoligy. May I ask you some questions? lol

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lol I am pretty good. Not much to complain about. Valentines day is over lol. Or as my friends call it, "singles awareness day" LOL
Anything intesting happen since we last spoke? :D