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Of course she wouldn't wear them if they don't represent her.

idk, I just think that was a poor reason. But I could be wrong. Are these cloths you want revealing or something?

Hey, it's alright.

Right. Clothing is one of the many ways we express ourselves in society. So why get things that don't represent you?

Well, we always send a message to others based apron what we wear. Whether we know it or not

We got that feeling huh?

So, how are you?

Yea there is a lot I'd like to do, but never will.

Oh, ok.

Cool. I have too, I just don't know if I would be able to find the time to learn the language. Are you interested in the traditional or modern culture?

I see. That is unfortunate.

Expanding one's knowledge is good. But any particular reason why Japanese?

I think that is exactly what my situation is right now.

Listen, I would love to chat more, but I am behind as it is. Hopefully we'll be able to speak more soon. So very sorry about leaving:(

Well thank you for the compliment, but have you told your parents about this problem?

Hey, getting money is good (so I hear) A japanese tutor? Why?

Me? still working. I think I dug myself into a hole again.... I don't want my folks to worry about me so much. I want to make them proud, but I just don't know...

Ah, I see. Well if you can keep those bonds going without hassle, then ignore me. Like I said, I don't have all the answers, and that means I can absolutely be wrong about something, and it is up to me to accept that.

Sorry mind drifted. So, how have you been?

That's very true. However, if you broke it off, that's it. I'd be surprised if you continued as friends. The situation would be too awkward. My friend went though that exact problem. Was friends with a girl, he asked her out, she said no, she never wanted to see him again.

You seem to be questioning yourself and your own reasoning. Perhaps it is not the time to find that answer, but perhaps take these things in with a grain of salt and really analyze what is going on. For example, the "thought of begin single" Ok, what are the downsides? Losing a love/relationship hurts and you blame only your self, leading to more pain. Advantages? The feeling of guilt disappears, there are more fish in the ocean, you walk away with a lesson to prepare you for the next relationship. I'm not advising to do this now, but do keep it in the back of your mind.

I see. And do you get the feeling he still wants to be with you? And what is it that wants you to stay with him if I may ask?

I'm pretty good. just talking and doing work.

But tell me, how are you feeling? Better I hope?

I guess. But I just mean that women my age are not looking for a guy like me.

Alright then. Good night, and sleep well.

Well, no girl is interested right now. Trust me, I know what I'm talking about.

Your welcome. It isn't a problem to help others. It lets me sleep easier.

Is there anything else on your mind before I sign out?

Well, that's a personality clash. There is nothing to be done about that.

As for relationships, again, I'm not an expert, and it's not like any girl is interested in me at this time anyway. So I'm not too concerned at the moment. But as for not seeing each other, there are cameras on computers now a days. That + Facebook, or some other social network website like that, two people can easily "see' each other. But you are correct as in they never actually see each other physically. You I know are in a relationship issue. I wish I had the right answer for you, but I don't know what that is. But I know you'll find the answer if you think hard on it.

Some habits are good. Reinforcing how smart you are is a perfect example.

.........Sadly, I know what your talking about. I guess it goes back to the whole "love" thing. But my sister has been dating her bf form the intent for over 4 years now. She's gone to see him, and I just got to see him again 2 weeks ago.

It isn't impossible for those relationships to exist, just very slim.

Ha ha ha. I hear that often. Too often actually. I knew you were smart from the beginning. You don't need to bring it to my attention. Ah well. It doesn't really matter if my face is known or not does it? And correct, such is the normal element of online communication. Not that it truly bothers you, does it?

I'm too nice for my own good. And I have the scars to prove it. In fact it will probably be the death of me one day. But so be it. clever to have parenthesized the met part. This is but a screen with words. Words that can be tools to aid, or weapons to destroy. You may find a pic of myself I posted here, but you haven't and probably never will actually get to "meet" me.

At first I was gonna say, "Well I can be an alien, esper, or time traveler for you, but that's it."

Then I read on and wanted to be more serious and say,"Hmm......you would have to define human for me."

Seeing as you did and reading what you put, I know what feels to be conned, played, and cheated. It is not a pleasant feeling. You have all reason to have your guard up. But no. It is not something you see anymore. My morality is one that is dying in society today. So I mostly keep to myself. But I do mean what I say, and I would rather die than hurt someone for pleasure or a laugh.