The Escape

"I promise." said Roxas hugging Xathabat, "Why would I die when you and Demyx need me?" Roxas smiled a weak smile, he stood up but the fell down, "I guess it doesn't want me to stand up." said Roxas looking at Xathabat, He lifted his cut arm.

 

Xathabat helped roxas up." you should go rest." she said softly and warped them both to the hotel." take care of demyx ok, and stay where you are...please." she said and warped back to where she was.

 

Roxas looked at Demyx, "Fine..." said Roxas he went into the bathroom, he shut and locked the door, turning on the shower, he got undressed, and he also unwrapped his arm. he got into the shower, he liked the warmness of the water.

 

Xathabat summoned her syth again." alone...forever cursed..." she said and felt the flat part of her syth, it was cold and hard but yet smooth.

 

Roxas then washed off with the soap. the soap got into his cuts, he then leaned on the wall of the shower. It stung so bad. Roxas then got out of the shower and changed into a new pair of blue jeans, a plain white tee shirt, and a black jacket. He then rolled up his selvee the cuts were still bleeding he then added a new one, he then wrapped all three up, He wrapped his arm up alot. He then looked at his hair looked like Zero's from Vampire knight, except it was blonde. He liked his hair that way, he then walked out of the bathroom and sat down on his bed, he liked how his hair wasn't defing gravity like it normally did.

 

Xathabat held the syth to her neck and sighed as she closed her eyes.

 

Roxas had an odd feeling in his stomach and he portaled to Xathabat. "Xathabat what are you doing?" said Roxas, his voice cracking.

 

Xathabat looked at him blankly." im going to keep my promise..." she said he eyes were wide and were filled black and she was crying blood again."and who are you..." she said her voice was diffrent and more high pitch,she started to glow black as her apprance changed into a light borwned hair littly girl staring up at him sadly."i promised my sister i would die and go away forever...because im a worthless pathitic heartless nobodie and i dont belong"she said.

 

Roxas said nothing and back away...He stared at the Xathatbat and then at the brown headed girl...Roxas was slightly afraid., he then summoned his keybldes. He looked at Xathabat I'm sorry... thought Roxas.

 

"your going to kill me huh...i dont mind...you hated me too roxas..." she mummbled and turned back around."everyone dose.." she said softly and cried more"i mean thats how i became a nobodie...cause my heart couldnt take the pain life gave me and it shattered..and left me too.." she sighed..

 

Roxas sighed knocking the Syth out of her hands he put away the keybldes. "I never hated you and neither did Demyx!" said Roxas, " Come on! Get some common sense already!" yelled Roxas.

 

"you shouldn't be the one speaking roxas, as what you told me, you feel the same way, you think eveyone hates you and that you should die too,what is the diffrence of me and you?" she asked and hung her head and sighed.

 

(OOC: Geez you guys. Enough with the emo stuff. I know misery loves company, but it is getting out of hand now. I had to read that stuff to so I know what is going on. >_<)

Demyx tossed and turned trying to drown out the voices of Roxas and Xathabat and didn't understand why they were talking about blood and gore and killing themselves. This was just to much to bear anymore. He had to put a stop to it. Locating them, he laid down how he felt. "Roxas what the hell is going on? Where is Xatha..." he was now looking at someone entirely different. "What is going on? What did you guys do to yourselves while I've been sleeping? Do I have to have you both commited for slashing yourselves and having blood come out?"

 

"No! We are not the same!" said Roxas backing away slowly, "The difference is that someone loves you, and they would be crushed if you died!" said Roxas, "When I don't have someone like that! I did but I pushed them away and now they hate me!" Roxas fought back tears.

 

"ROXAS! I asked you a question so answer it. What the hell is going on and you better tell me the truth," Demyx warned becoming very cross with being ignored. He looked at the other girl and shook his head. "What's wrong now if you are Xathabat."

 

OOC:Sorry about all the emo stuff you had to read... -.-

"You wouldn't understand..." said Roxas, "Demyx." Roxas walked away sighing. "Just make sure she doesn't hurt herself."

 

Xathabat was lost in space, but when she heared the two her eyes went back to grey and she looked at them blankly and huged roxas and the glow around her faded as well as the child look and she became normal."roxas you still have naimina, and Xion dosent hate you, she and axel are worried about you..." she said and smiled at demyx."nothing,just something from the past that i need to get over..." she said softly.

 

"What? Hurting yourselves is going to solve the answer?" He had his mouth open slightly and sat back on the bed seeing the hug take place between the two. "No this doesn't make any sense. I can't leave you both alone for a second now can I? What if I were to leave and you guys end up killing yourselves while I'm gone. I will not have that!" He was preturbed with both of their actions. "So I guess I'm going to have to keep you both from hurting yourselves won't I?" He now had his arms crossed and was tapping his foot.

 

Roxas looked back at Demyx, He then looked at Xathabat, "Namine is gone already." said Roxas walking away. "If you can stop me then I would be pleased... now...please don't tell Axel or Xio about this...please don't." said Roxas.

 

Demyx stood in front of him blocking his exit. "And where do you think you are going? I can't risk you taking off to hurt yourself again. You're suicidal just like her aren't you? That is a cry for help."