Bronagh is currently in an open group room on the 2nd floor. Her room when she isn't there... I'll say is room 232.
Tumblr |Mood | Music She had luckily gotten enough time between her last comment to be able to retract her thoughts. Was she seriously trying to be the happiness here when she was so full of sadness? She wasn't fucking Santa Claus. There is a difference between teaching an 8 year old boy with little life experience how to fish and fulfilling the wish of someone in their adolescent years."Ignore me... I am a writer, I say what comes to mind as it comes to mind."67% of the time.Bronagh didn't try to change the conversation this time, rather she leaned forward a bit and put her elbows on her thighs. Just thinking. Thinking about how much it hurt when she put her elbows on her thighs.
Tumblr |Mood | MusicBronagh really could not think of anything, but tried hard to. Her facial expression showed it slightly, but not to the extent it was bugging her. Instead of something typical, she found herself asking a very similar question to the one she had just asked the boy Ryan."What is something you want to do before you die, hypothetically speaking? Do you wish to go to a different country? Find a new hobby? Learn how to do something?" Bronagh pulled out her little notebook and said, "I figured..." She looked at the people who were in the room, but they were not paying any attention and she spoke again, "Everyone in this game, we all have the potential to be gone... I figure now... we've got time to wrap things up. I want to fulfill as many people's dreams as possible... even if I cannot fulfill my own."
Tumblr |Mood | MusicWait, she was potentially invited to something? Bronagh was quiet but was not showing an extreme amount of excitement. In fact her demeanor was still the same as before. Bronagh realized at that moment though, her phone was not with her to put the number in."Um, okay... my number is XXXXXXXXX. I don't have my phone with me at this moment. So is it alright if you just text me? I'll add you when I get to my phone." Bronagh usually didn't use her phone to text or really anything(emails were an exception), but there was no reason she couldn't at least start.Bronagh smiled at her at that moment and spoke, "So, um..." Bronagh couldn't think of a topic of conversation, but she really didn't want to stop talking. She was probably boring this girl to tears.
Tumblr |Mood | Music"Ah, no worries. I don't mind listening."You probably do and you're being nice, but given how you responded earlier I really do not know."Damn...I forgot it was already here and I haven't bought anything for him yet..."I'd ask who but it's none of my business."So, as you can see, I don't really have plans... You going to get out of here in time to do something?" Bronagh nodded, "I'm getting out of here tomorrow, but I'm not really going to be doing anything... not that I really can." she sighed a bit then spoke again, "I was thinking about writing a bunch of random Christmas notes and leaving them in people's mailboxes... but if I were to do that I'd need a head count of the school... which I don't have."
Tumblr |Mood | Music "The snake situation seemed to have calmed down but might still be some loose. Other than that it's really quiet." Bronagh was quiet before she chuckled sadly and said, "I'm going to be totally honest with you. I really wish I never got on that helicopter. I got stuck in the hype of the moment. I really feel like I could have been fine just staying there and dealing with it. Snakes are snakes, they want something to eat? I'll go fetch it a mouse, but I want nothing to do with it."Bronagh was quiet again before replying, "I'm sorry, I did not mean to go into a tangent... hmmm." Bronagh wanted to change the conversation to something a little more light-heartedthink... think..."You doing anything exciting for Christmas tomorrow? " Bronagh wheeled her chair around a little bit then stopped again, "After all it's the." she put her hands up and made air quotes around what she said, ""Most wonderful time of the year""You know Bronagh, you had a great topic. You could have had a happy conversation, but you just had to go all Captain Sarcastic at the end didn't you.
Tumblr |Mood | Music"I wasn't trying to be motivational. Besides, there's enough people out there who will lie to you in hopes it will make you feel better. After all that isn't it nice to just get a sugar coat free, honest comment?"Bronagh bit her lip, she hadn't really had people sugar coating anything, but it's not like she would know that. But she was right, it was honest."I'm Elizabeth. Just came by because I thought new faces of this game could be here and would be willing to talk. And with so little time left I may as well, right?" Oh god no, she is in the game too? Wonderful, I just got my mind off the damn thing.Bronagh shifted in her chair a bit and spoke, "It's nice to meet you Elizabeth... what's going on at the school?"
Tumblr |Mood | Music"Rather spirited, these kids... It's uplifting, huh?"Bronagh hadn't heard her, she was still watching the kid, Ryan, socialize with the other children there."Oh dear, you don't look too good... You weren't in that helicopter crash, were you?"That's when Bronagh realized there was someone actually talking to her.Bronagh twitched a second not expecting anyone to have actually talked to her and spoke, "I was in the crash actually." she was quiet for a moment before speaking again, "Not very motivational with a "don't look too good" tied to it. I'm Bronagh, you are?"
Tumblr |Mood | MusicBronagh looked around for the nurse again, paged the heart monitor and grabbed little notebook from the table, getting back on the wheelchair. She rolled off into the big room again, this time there were a couple of kids in there playing a small game with toys.Bronagh watched them and smiled, but felt a bit sad. She didn't move around like she had before, and seemed obviously slumped. One of the older kids, probably 8 or 9 saw her and walked over, they tilted their head and grabbed her face and make a smile off of her lips, ignoring the fact she was a total stranger.The kid let go and smiled. "Don't worry. Things get better." and they handed her a small note they had in their pocket and skipped away.Bronagh raised an eyebrow, then opened up the note. Inside was a small story. Spoiler: Note from Child "My name is Ryan, I was given a number of days left in my life. I am sick, and there is no cure for what I have. If you have this note, that means you looked sad. Please do not frown, it makes me sad. I want to see everyone that I see in my numbered days smile. If you smile at me, that wish is fulfilled. Life gets better." Bronagh looked up quickly, and shouted, "Ryan!"The boy turned around and Bronagh smiled at him, "What is one thing you want in your life other than a smile before you go?"The kid smiled back laughing and said, "I wanna learn how to fish. My momma used to be a fisher."Bronagh smiled and said, "How would you like me to teach you how to fish?""It's the winter!"Bronagh smiled, "You can fish any time of the year, as long as the water isn't frozen over.""Is that a promise? You'll teach me how to fish?""Yes, I'll teach you how to fish."The kid ran up to her laughing and said, "What is your name? Why is your hair purple?"She laughed back, "My name is Bronagh, My hair is purple because I dyed it."The boy spun around quickly then spoke, "I always wanted my hair to be a different color other than blonde... but now I don't have hair.""How about a colored wig?""Boys do not wear wigs!""Sure they do. A lot of grandfathers do it."The boy laughed again and tugged at her hair, "Remember a promise is a promise. Okay?" The boy turned around to leave then said, "Oh yeah!" he turned back around with a frown on his face, "It has to be before February 7th.""Why February 7th?""Because I won't be around after February 7th."Ow that hit home."Alright, I'll be sure to make it before February 7th."The boy laughed again and waved at her, "Bye Bronagh!"Bronagh smiled as he ran off, then she heard the nurse sigh and knew what was coming next. The nurse walked up to her and Bronagh said, "I won't danger my health I'm just going to sit here okay?" the nurse smiled and nodded then Bronagh asked her before she left, "That boy, Ryan. Can I get basic contact information for him? I've become a secondary "Make a wish foundation"The nurse put her hand on Bronagh's shoulder and said, "Absolutely miss. Thank you for doing something for him."Bronagh watched the nurse walk away as she started humming happily to herself.
Tumblr |Mood | MusicIt took longer than she had expected for a nurse to catch her, stop her, and bring her back to her room. When she was back there the nurse hooked back up Bronagh's heart monitor and spoke, "Your mother is here, she will be up in a few minutes..."Oh no...Bronagh knew she couldn't push this away, so she thanked the nurse and checked up on her phone for important things. She still got the occasional email questioning her rumor, but nothing that wasn't answerable.After a few minutes, her mother entered the room. Because she was in public she was sober, but she looked irritated as she sat down in a chair next to the bed. After a few minutes of silence a conversation finally started."Why do you want me to undergo the surgery?""Because although Senator Sario is paying the bill for the legs, I can afford to pay for your head.""What is the real reason?"Her mother was quiet for a few minutes, with her hand under her chin. She looked over at Bronagh and spoke, "The surgery would require you to stay away from a lot of public activity for a while. This is a legal way to get you to home-school and still be able to receive scholarships because Bellhurst would support your academic activity.""Excuse me?""Bronagh, something off is going on at these schools. I do not like it. I don't want to see you dead."You've got to be kidding me"That's your reason?"Her mother looked around quickly and stood up and grabbed Bronagh's hand, "Nagh, I don't want to lose you. You're all I have left of your father and you are my daughter. I don't know what I'd do if you were gone..."Bronagh pulled her hand away, "You're over-exaggerating.""Bronagh please. What if you get hurt in the head again? Imagine what could happen to you." "I would prefer not to.""Bronagh, I am your mother. I am concerned for your safety. Please, accept this and have the surgery.""Mom...""I want you to be able to accept it, I don't want to force it on you.""Then how about no?""You want to die?""That is a difficult question to answer."Pain was shown on her face as she stood up, she didn't look at Bronagh as she spoke, "I'll have your Christmas presents shipped to you.""Hm? I can get out tomorrow if I'm not having the surgery.""You are not coming home for Christmas.""Huh?"Bronagh's mom covered her face as she spoke, "As long as you are unsure of living, I do not what you going to my house.""MOM!""You are NOT my daughter. No daughter of mine wishes to die! She wishes to be a writer!"Her mother started to walk out of the room, the doctor walked in and she spoke, "Forget the surgery. We both could care less about her well being."The doctor raised an eyebrow as the mother left the room and turned to Bronagh, "Well miss, that means you'll be out on Christmas. It's always good to be able to spend it with your family. I'll go and get your paperwork done for your release tomorrow."Bronagh sat still, quiet and unsure. So she was going back to Brookridge for Christmas? Lovely... would other kids be there? Bronagh wanted to hug her knees, but was reminded quickly she would not be able to.Bronagh closed her eyes and spoke out loud, "I love you mom... thank you for understanding my dilemma. I am over suicide and do not wish to die... I wish to live. I wish to really live... if only you knew what I meant."
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Tumblr |Mood | MusicIt was quiet in the hospital... and Bronagh couldn't sleep anymore. She listened to the breathing of other patients in her room while they were in slumber and she became very relaxed.Although she was not going to the bathroom, she notified the nurse she was taking off the heart monitor, and then slowly lowered herself onto the wheelchair.She really, just wanted to move around and be out of that room.She only went to the hallway and a room that was there for mobile hospital patients(usually kids) to sit around, converse, or just play with toys. It was a pretty wide open area and only a few people were actually in the room at the moment. She just drove around in circles, trying to gain in practice. At one moment, she went really fast and then slowed herself and the sped up again.At one point, a wheel slipped and she did a wheelie, but was totally not expecting it and was trying to re-balance her weight so she couldn't wipe out while shouting, "Oh no! OH no!"When the wheels were safe on the ground and she was motionless in the center of the room, she started to laugh. One of the people who was in the room at the time laughed along with her. Another was still in concern at the wheelie.Bronagh started wheeling around backwards and forwards and fast and slow, and did not wheelie again. She was having a good time.
9 Tumblr |Mood | Music Bronagh waited and waited for the arrival of the doctor again, but he never came. At one point a nurse brought her food and responded with a message, "We had to close up for the night and the doctor went home. But your mother will be coming in tomorrow."Oh what a joy.Bronagh couldn't help but smile as the nurse set up the small table on the bed and she spoke, "Thank you miss, I really appreciate this."The nurse smiled politely and replied, "It is no problem, if you ever need food we won't let you starve." She looked at the time on her watch and spoke, "I am going to bring your wheelchair near the bed so you can get up and go to the bathroom during resting periods. You do not have an IV, but please do notify on the switch that you are moving, so we don't think your heart gave out.""Thank you." Bronagh said as she started eating, when she was halfway done the nurse returned with the wheelchair and a cane. "The cane it to help you get off and on the bed. We do not have rails for wheelchairs on this floor because we usually have wheel chaired patients on a different wing. However if you need something to help support you more I will only be too glad to get you something."The nurse tilted her head and spoke, "Are you done eating?"Bronagh looked at the tray and then said, "Yes but I still have the drink."The nurse moved the table closer to her bed and put the drink on the table. She smiled as she collapsed the eating tray and did a slight bow, "Have a good night Miss Williamson, I hope you sleep well."Bronagh turned off her phone and leaned back in the bed. She took a couple sips of the drink on the table periodically At one point she fell fast into slumber, content in mind with a smile on her face.
Free me from this prision I call period D English!
78 Tumblr |Mood | MusicBronagh spent a half hour sitting and waiting for the doctor to arrive. She had nothing better to do anyway. But as waited she held her head, she was more stressed out than she wanted to be. When in this position she felt the indent on her forehead, and suddenly realized the indent was bigger and took up a bit more of her face, not a lot more but a good amount.Dang giraffes... making more trouble than I needed.No Bronagh that was not the giraffe's fault.No time for this shit, is it really that important? You hit your head off that pole after the giraffe bit you.Bronagh's head shot up immediately when she heard her doctor come in. He pulled up a chair next to her bed to make it seem like he was just a visitor. He also had a really large chocolate bar with him, she knew where this was going to go. He was going to try and explain to her that it was "for her own well being" and once she agreed he'd give her chocolate as though he were making a deal with a little kid to prick their finger for blood.As soon as the doctor opened his mouth Bronagh said, "No. I refuse, the injury has been ignored for years and now all of a sudden it poses a problem?""...Miss Williamson, when you damaged your head at your younger age it only damaged the skull. There was no need to do anything. Now, there is damage done to not only your skull but your brain as well. If that spot gets any more damage it can have serious consequences. All we wish to do is make sure your brain is in good shape and then repair your skull."Bronagh shook her head vigorously, "No.""Your mother asked that we take care of it Bronagh, she cares for your well-being."Do not expect the mother card to work on me you white-coated freak"What happens to the indent on my head?""Well, we'd have to check if there was enough skin developed to cover it, but chances are that little indent will be gone."Bronagh went absolutely still, she did not wish to move, and she wanted him gone. She just wanted to get out of this hospital as soon as she could, because she was absolutely hating it."The surgery will be tomorrow, unfortunately you will not be able to leave for Christmas like we originally planned but it's better to have these things checked out.""NO. I will not allow you to damage my brain more than it already is!""...very well. We're going to have to ask your mother to come in."WHY?"Why?" Bronagh echoed from her own thoughts."I will come back and talk to you later, until then, please rest Miss Williamson."Bronagh picked up her phone and decided to finally check it out, she raised an eyebrow at it then bit her lip, "Jesus Christ... when did I do this? I didn't... oh..."That... somehow worked for something I didn't intend...Bronagh put her phone down and started sing-whispering again, "Whatever comes next I know it's a gift... cause I know I've got seventy-six days... to live..."
83 Tumblr |Mood | Music Bronagh woke up again, this time her medication had finally worn off. She felt her phone vibrating next to her and ignored it. But it kept annoying her after a while to the point she put it on the table next to her. Ugh what is all the fuss about. I'm not checking that goddamn phone.Bronagh turned her head and saw a black haired boy sitting in a chair next to her bed. His face was lowered to a phone and his eyes had red contacts in them. He had face paint around his eye that was a black swirl. His right eye was bigger than his left, significantly. Usually he wore a black hood over his head that covered his entire face along with black gloves and a whole attire.This is why he earned his nickname, Shadow.Bronagh was quiet, staring at the guy for a second, before she replied, "Hi..."His head show up immediately as he jumped to the side of the bed, touching her leg causing a jolt of pain as he spoke quickly, "Bronagh! Bro are you alright? I heard about you from my mom... she's one of the people cleaning up the helicopter..."Bronagh gritted her teeth as she pushed his hand off her leg, "I am fine."Shadow didn't care about her pushing him away and quickly hugged her, Bronagh didn't appreciate the embrace but did not push him away. "I was so worried, I didn't get any replies back from you I honestly thought-""Oh my god Shadow you are HURTING ME."Shadow let go and backed away holding his hands out in defense before pulling a box out of his pocket and handing it out towards her, "I wanted to make sure you were okay...""Shadow I don't want anything...""Please, it's a gift, I planned on giving it to you regardless of this incident."Bronagh sighed and grabbed the box, pulling it towards her and slowly opening it. Inside was a necklace with a jeweled dragonfly."Don't lose it.""...no I can't take this.""Please? I got it made for you.""You did not...""Please Bronagh, do you like it?"Bronagh looked down at it and smiled at Shadow, "Yes. Yes I do.""So how about that date?""Oh for crying out loud Shadow!""I didn't mean now. I understand that. I was thinking, maybe if you were out of here we could go and see the fireworks out at North Beach like we used to. Just to catch up. No need to really call it a date." Bronagh sat looking up at him, she smiled genuinely, she remembered why she had liked him in the first place, he was always trying to make her happy, even if she rejected it. She was about to speak when something shouted at her.Absolutely NO romanceBronagh's smile faded as she looked back down at the necklace, "N-no, I'm sorry. I can't.""Your wheelchair will totally not be a problem my car ha-""I can't Shadow I just can't..."Shadow's face showed clear disappointment before he spoke, "It's because of me isn't it? I, I understand... but if you change my mind. You know my number."He started to walk out, Bronagh didn't look up but spoke, "Shadow, thank you. Thanks for visiting me."Shadow stopped for a second but continued without acknowledging her again.She sat still for a few minutes, listening to people walk around and converse. Bronagh looked at the dragonfly again and smiled. She picked up the necklace and put it on, humming a soft tune.One of the nurses stopped and looked at it, "Wow, did that boy give that to you? Those are real jewels, I can tell just by looking at them. That must have cost the boy a fortune..."Oh dear god no don't do this to me.Are you even allowed to talk to people like this? Do you not get rich clients here all the time?Who the hell hired you? You're the same nurse that let me out yesterday."...um.""Oh I'm sorry, that was very rude of me. Er, you may have to take it off often though, because you still have that one more surgery.""I have another surgery?!""Oh I'm sorry, I think the doctor left a note when you were sleeping?""...Oh..."Bronagh looked at her table and wouldn't you know it, there it was. Bronagh picked it up and opened it. Spoiler: Doctor's Note Hello Miss Williamson, One of our tests before surgery has indicated that the incident caused more damage to an already previous injury on your head. We wish to check this out, as it could pose a serious threat to both your mental and physical stability. and the doctor signed his name in that scribble I cannot comprehend "No no NO, absolutely NOT. I do NOT give you permission to open up my head! It is unneeded!" Bronagh couldn't handle it. She gripped onto the bed and was clearly stressing out. Heck even the heart monitor knew."We have been given permission by your mother to do so."OH MY GOD MOM. WHY.Bronagh shook her head rapidly, "No please, it is unnecessary.""You may speak to the doctor, I will go and get him for you..."Bronagh growled out, "No! You tell him I do not give consent. I will leave here with my head untouched!"The nurse walked out quickly and Bronagh grabbed her head and tried to calm down. She really did not want to be stressed out again, but it was already happening all over again.
oooo THERES A PARTY? -dances-
93 Tumblr |Mood | Music Bronagh woke up slowly, the after-effects of the medication still heavily effecting what she was doing.I hope I get to leave here on Christmas or something...She sat up, she could not leave. The nurse had moved her wheelchair so she couldn't take off on her own. She felt trapped and sighed, lying back down.Instinctively she grabbed her phone and opened up her email, she had a decent amount of Bellhurst student emails, she couldn't say who's was who's she had taken them as she had seen them when the school sent out emails for announcements.Bronagh typed out a letter, smiling slightly out of the corner of her mouth. After she re-read it a couple times, she pressed enter.ooc: go ahead and choose whether or not you got the email. Bronagh continued to look around on her phone after she sent the message, within a few minutes she was getting a few students replying. Spoiler: Replies -No way! I cannot believe that, did this really happen? -It's always the quiet ones -What a shame, I hope you are alright though er... B? Still on her medication, Bronagh dozed off again, locking her phone as it slid off her stomach and next to her.
Tumblr |Mood | MusicShe knew Quintus because she was at her age level, at a couple in-school events when Bronagh was anti-social she often saw Quintus there, granted she never talked to her but she knew of her, which is why she knew she was NOT strawberry blonde. But, this was the description of the person in her memory. Although at that moment she could have flipped out, she held it in other than a small blurt, "I wouldn't have guessed..."Bronagh moved her wheelchair a bit and spoke, "I am going to be totally honest, I don't know how I got out of the room either."She started to wheel out of the room as she spoke, "And if he wants to, he can go ahead and pay. I'm not the one who said no. But in the end it probably will not be mother rejecting the offer. Be safe... oh and thank you for everything."She didn't look at them as she shut the door, and she wheeled back to her room, when she got to the bed she lifted herself up and got back into bed. Of course there was pain, but it wasn't too bad. She layed in the bed and looked up at the ceiling.Something build up inside her as she was there, it wasn't anger or pain, this time it was sorrow. She doesn't really "live", she's in a wheelchair for what might be the remainder her existence, and worst of all she felt lonely. Marina was obviously not a friend and she understood, she was just an obstacle in her life and it was over.She seriously had doubts Marina would have even wanted to have been her friend anyway... but it's alright, Bronagh had been left behind before. Better for her not to find a friend if they are going to disappear or die on her.Suddenly tears started to flow in her eyes, everything that had gone on within these past few days was more painful than anything she had encountered in her "life" and now? She knew people in this game were willing to have her die to better themselves.She covered her face, and started to bawl her eyes out, softly at first and then she found herself getting louder and near screams. One of the nurses asked her if she was in pain but she couldn't reply. Not the pain you could help me with....Maybe this game could be the end of my pain... maybe a real life could allow me to experience the more beautiful things... maybe... maybe I could find real love...Bronagh was given a medication while she was in tears, because the nurse did not know what to do. And slowly Bronagh fell into a drug induced sleep.If only I could wake up and all of this be over...
Tumblr |Mood | MusicThe annoyed tone of voice she was responded with made her feel uneasy. She felt bad because the tone was the kind of annoyed where you were interrupted. But at this point, she really had no choice but to enter the room.She opened the door and wheeled in relatively quickly, shutting the door behind her saying, "Sorry Marina... I don't mean to bug you. I'll be out of here as quick as I got here. I just have one question."She wheeled in towards the room and turned around so it'd be easier for her to get out as she spoke, "I'm wondering if you know who the people in the helicopter are and if they were switched with anyone...?"Bronagh decided not to go into detail about it, she put her elbow on her legs, then quickly shot up with a clear face of pain and spoke through gritted teeth, "I'm asking you because it was your dad who sent the helicopter... and I'm assuming you know more people than I do."As soon as the pain subsided she added another note, "And my mother rejects your dad paying for my medical bill, we have really high insurance because..."Because my dad was shot dead in public ground and the government pays for all our medical problems out of sympathy for the incident."...my grandfather was a co-idealist for a medical insurance company..."
