OOC: Are you talking about the stomach flu, or a stomach ache? BIC: Kulex waited until the doctor came back with her medicine, he took it from the doctor, "I can handle this myself...." he said a slight bit of annoyance still in his tone as he watched the doctor walk away. He opened the bottle and looked at the label, "a spoonful every four hours...." he said getting up and looking around for a spoon, he found a napkin with silverware in it. He took the spoon and poured it close to the top, before holding it infront of Brexecca, "here you go dear...it should help...."
Not quite understanding what you are saying Destiny...if the question is you wanting to get back with him or not...yet you want to keep your promise...then the answer is no...and I will once again point this out...sigh....you didn't hurt anyone...the kid is immature...apparently gets angry over minor stuff and you....then comes back and almost plays a sorry card saying he still likes you....in my opinion I have shut my heart off of such relationships...hmm...not sure if 14 is a good age...however I do agree you should be older...
I sit and often wonder, what it is that makes me different, what makes the people around me, change can often be a blunder. I'm eighteen years old, about to head off to college, yet the people around me, they seem to lack the knowledge. They like to make dirty humors, and do stupid things, that they enjoy, some even being rumors. What is this, I thought with age it goes away, but its clear to me now, age isn't the way. Immaturity, what an annoying word, allow its not the main problem, rather is the people's absurditity. A little fun here and there, I can understand that, but acting that way all the time, you become a nat. Maybe I am strange, maybe I choose to be mature, of course that doesn't mean taking everything seriously, it just means taking it when the time is in range. Yes another...this one has really been bugging me lately...the lack of maturity some people have...
And do you remember the promise you made....the one you made the night he broke up with you...honestly...I don't just say these things because I want to....I am hoping that you will take this advice and use it...as a older brother to his sister....unfornately thats all I can do....you have to make the choice....
When we met, it wasn't too long ago, about six or seven months, somewhere around there I believe so. You were older, but you sure didn't act it at times, often acting even younger, but definately not colder. Your funny personality, your love of friends, we both shared that, to no ends. Finally it came to be, we no longer thought of each other as friends, we liked each other so very much, it wasn't hard for all our friends to see. Eventually we even passed that barrier, pushing on to what I believed to be love, telling each other how much we wanted to be together, you were my angel my dove. Then it all became clear, when you threw me away, let someone else take you in your arms, thats all I could hear. What was the point, why did I try, if all you wanted was to use me, and then let our feelings die. Now I can see what a fool, to ever let my heart open up, I'm far more cautious now, and have let my heart cool. Unfornately though, you still reside inside my head, the memories I wish had never happened, although you I do not dread. You see you have hurt me, more than I can say, theres not a chance for a friendship, not a chance could there be. So I farewell, hopefully you won't ruin another's heart, because if that is all you are good at, then its better that we are apart. Honestly I am questioning why I wrote this...I know why...but...its hard to explain....anyway's a little background on this one...this is completely true...I once fell in love with a girl...however as the poem says she basically betrayed me and used me.....however I am not sad or upset....just I guess annoyed and tired...
Kulex called the doctor over, "I believe you forgot to give her some sort of medicine for this..." he said slightly annoyed by the lack of care, "I understand rest and everything is good...however I believe there are medicines for stomach flu....." He nodded hearing the doctor say he would get some, "now see...that is the reason we want Mark to be a doctor...so he can do such a better job...." he laughed lightly.
I don't remember...although I agreed that she could join...so she is apart of this family...but please...either try and get this worked out...preferable through pm....or refrain from being in contact with each other...if that requires blocking then sadly do it...unfornately if this continues I am just going to leave the family for the night....
Sigh...please guys...can't we just have one night where this stuff doesn't happen...gintas please leave Doc alone....Doc if possible block her or something...I don't know if there is a way to hide posts or whatever....but I'm really not in the mood to deal with this kind of stuff tonight....sorry....I'll be sure to let you know Destiny...*hugs*....
Kulex sighed, "you know...I'm sad to say it...because I hate living in the past...but I miss highschool some...." he said gently rubbing her hand. But then a smile came to his face as he looked up staring tenderly into her eyes, "however...if we were still in highschool....I wouldn't be in love with you right now...."
Ah...I'm lucky my last day of work was yesterday....now to focus on college...unfornately no Destiny...*hugs*...but thank you....sorry to hear that khhottie...can we please not start this....I'm really not in the mood tonight....
Kulex looked up shocked, "oh...thats wonderful news...." he said softly going back to thinking, "however thats not the whole problem..." he sighed lightly before giving a small smile. "So it sounds like quite a few things and people have changed since highschool...." he said walking back over to her and taking her hand in his.
Kulex froze in silence hearing that, "Anna....shes here...." he said looking blankly straight ahead, "Mark...." his thoughts were immediately on his best friend. "What happened....in highschool....no....how could I have forgotten...." he sighed, "all the pain he experienced trying to help her....but he never seemed able to...if he saw her....oh no.....I don't even want to think about it..."
Good evening Destiny...been better....*hugs*....hmm well I know my mood isn't showing because I have chosen not to show it for a while....good evening Jerry....
Kulex sighed, "unfornately it seems you will have to miss it...I can't have you doing anything that will only cause you to feel worse..." he smiled kissing her hand lightly. He stood up and laughed, he walked over to the water fountain and took at drink, "I remember trying to teach her how to swim quite a few times...sadly she never learned...."
Good evening khhottie...I'm afraid I haven't....
Hmm...well hopefully you are doing good other than that Emma..glad to hear you are doing ok Fire...and I can understand that Doc....
Hmm...good afternoon everyone...how are you all today?...
Kulex laughed lightly, "well it would mean I would be able to completely be here with you..." he laughed lightly, "but I guess you are right...we don't need us both sick...." He smiled and gently took her hand in his again, "don't worry...we are going to get you all better...."
Sigh....I don't know what to tell you Destiny...unfornately I disagree....I promise you will see later on....there will be far better guys....and truth be told....he won't mean as much to you....thats how it is....as one of my favorite Dj's songs says....Love Comes Again.....its not good to set your eyes on something like this and be this into it.....you are young....you need to enjoy life....*hugs*...honestly...having a girlfriend or boyfriend can be great....but the table can so easily be turned....take care...sweet dreams....
Sigh...you said he is like...don't you mean was?...honestly Destiny, its right infront of you....he isn't a good guy...he seems immature...uncaring, atleast at times when care should be shown...basically he needs to grow up in my opinion....*hugs*....I understand you had feelings...and probably still do...however continuing to strive for something that won't bring you happiness is but a slowly fleeting dream....
