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  1. Ienzo

    But you can never kill Rock 'n roll!
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    AND THEN THE WORLD!!!!!! : D

    Congratulations on the post count Amaury.
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    Are turkeys more sensible?
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    ... Oh! One direction song, I feel there may be few Directioners on this site O.o
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    Yeah D: Don't want to trash a perfectly good microwave, that would be very tragic.
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    I care : D I care enough to let someone else have the fun of microwaving it :3
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    Well if you don't think you said it then speak up. Although, sometimes we may say things that don't seem in our vocabulary but, if that happens to me, then I consciously note it so I'm sure you would remember.
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    Wow, the stories in this thread are very powerful indeed, I find suicide so incredibly sad and, although I know no one who has actually died from it I have had my share of experiences. The hard part is trying to convince people who are suffering to get help because they can't see a better option, I know that as I was once in that state. I dislike people who say it's selfish, yes it may be but you need to empathise with the people suffering instead of condemning them because they can't help how they feel. It's just like people who misunderstand depression as just being "low moods" so they should just "cheer up", it's not that easy. I know I have ranted about this before so I won't go into it but yeah.

    First thing, I take it very seriously and not long ago I had a friend (I say friend, I barely knew her but she talks to me on FB when she needs someone to talk to) who came to me to talk to and tell her all her worries. Of course, I will always open that with open arms because I like to be there but what she did completely crossed the line. So she came to me with an urgent message and then was just like "My friend just sent me a picture of this! *insert picture of rope*" (she had been telling me that this friend was abused and suicidal) and then asked what she should do. Now I took this very seriously and told her to tell her mum and go to her house as quickly as possible. I then proceeded to text around to ask people to pray for her and a few days later she even made a facebook status about her friend "resting in peace after an overdose". She told me that she had died after being taken to hospital and it saddened me greatly. This was also at a time when I was revising for exams so I was under a great deal of stress anyway. About a month afterwards I found out she had made the whole thing up and was actually a compulsive liar. I was so angry so I stayed away from her and was told not to get involved any more so that is what I have done.

    Anyway, the reason I am telling you all this is because of how much it angered me, it felt like she cheapened the whole concept and I was not happy at all. I know she actually has a lot of problems but putting me under that stress just for attention is just terrible.

    I also have a very close friend who made an attempt on his life recently (I didn't know him that well at this point) by jumping in front of a bus but ended up doing more damage to the bus than himself (he had a few bruised ribs). Since I have known him though, we talk quite intimately about how he feels and it's not a simple "cheer up mate, here have a coffee with cinnamon in it" because of how he thinks. Now, he is a philosophy student and so questions things a lot and I have had my fair share of discussions with him one of the main ones being "How can you tell if stuff is real?" His premise is, how can we trust our senses if they sometimes fail us and how can we tell if things are real without trusting our senses so what actually is the point of life? Why don't I just go kill myself? Who knows what difference it would make? And I hate it, the discussions depress me so much but he has them so much and I have tried to talk him out of suicide more than once but I think he is more stable now as he accepts his depression. I don't think he would do it because he doesn't want to suffer any more death or cause anyone else that pain but that is subject to change I suppose. It's hard because there is little I can do (he lives in Wales and I am in England) except talk to him but I don't think this is something likely to end any time soon.
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    DELETE ALLL THE POSTS! >:3
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    I didn't mean to affect you all so badly! I derailed the thread but I didn't mean to have that effect.
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    I am probably supposed to be applying for jobs just to be safe while I wait for the call to see if I got this other job... but instead I am here.
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    It's even better with the SHOWER OF EVIL!

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    Kingdom hearts: Where if the character isn't Sora, they are Xehanort.
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    Wait, which song?

    Perhaps pondering the age important question will help take your mind off it:

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