I'm really looking forward to this game. ^-^ I was a little intimidated at first by a fourteenth member, but strangely I kind of like Xion from what little we've seen of her.
Yeah, I suppose that's part of the issue. Everyone seems to have their groups, and their only interest is in talking to them. Most of my friends at this school are freshmen, even though I'm a sophomore, because they're new too.
Firstly, I think this is going to be a long post. I'll keep the paragraphs short and sweet.
I just moved to a new town with my mom and her new husband, and I had to leave my best friend at my old school. This new one is really enormous, and there's tons of people and cliques and I feel like I'm being stifled. My choir teacher hates me, I'm failing chem, and it's been hard fitting in with so many preppies hanging around (no offense to preps, I'm just not one of them).
My depression's coming back and recently it got so bad I started cutting, so my mom took me to a psychiatrist and they're putting me on a drug for bipolar disorder. I don't want to take any meds anymore, but I'm so desperate for it to stop I'm willing to do anything.
All my life it's been hard fitting in. My friends tell me that's not the truth, and that I just have a really bad perception of myself, but I don't believe them. I can't stop thinking about every little thing. If I'm not occupying myself with homework or something else, my thoughts just won't stop. It's horrible. I zone out in chemistry and this guy next to me keeps telling me I'm a space case. >.< I've never done anything to him, so what's his problem?
Is it normal to feel this socially awkward? ;_; Like there's a wall between you and the rest of the world? Or is there really something wrong with me? Crap, I don't know how to get it all to stop.
