Well having emotions is part of life.
Without emotions we wouldn't learn some experience, like you're upset and shout at your friend when you didn't mean to. So you also learn to say sorry to a person and to think before you act.
Without emotions we can't enjoy life. When you're happy, you're enjoying something. If you could't be happy you would be empty and not able to enjoy anything.
So with emotions you share smiles and tears, it's just the way it is..
An empty blue sky,
the wind blowing in my face,
Just don't stop yet.
Beside you everything that didn't matter to me, matters now,
I feel a little bit more alive.
Weird isn't it? That a person can make that little diffrence in live,
though it isn't just a person to me.
The breeze in my face relaxes me so much,
i feel like i never wanna stop,
i want to taste a little more of this short moment,
befor the sun is gone...
Funny how love can take it's path,
first i was lonely, but now i have you
Was our meeting ment to be, or did it just happend
I don't know, but acctually i don't care.
As long as i have you, it will be alright.
One day when we walked together, you said to me you would move away from me.
You said it's gonna be okay, and we would still keep contact.
I felt relieved when you said that, and we hold each other one more time.
The day when you left, was a day with mist.
I saw the bus riding out of the street, and waited for your call.
When i was inside, waiting for your call, i saw the news.
A bus has made a accident, and no one survived.
I was afraid, and when i saw the names, i cried.
Now i have to move on, alone again. And when i look at the sky and wondering if you would be there, waiting for me, in heaven...
But my time will come, and i will pray and ask again:
Will you be there?
Thank You
They 're always there,
when your having trouble.
They will help you as much as they can,
maybe you know over which people i'm talking about,
parents, brothers, sisters, friends, name them.
You always try to help them too, right?
And when you of they are out of there trouble,
they say the word that is so beautiful,
that most people don't see that it's so beautiful.
Thank You...
I wrote a few poems. Please leave a comment after reading it^^
Notice: I posted these poems on another forum under the name Kokoro.
everytime
Everytime when i'm passing by,
Everytime when i want to see you,
There is a warm feeling inside me,
Is this feeling called love?
Altough i want to say it, i look away.
Everytime when your really close to,
i get nervous, why oh why does that happen.
Everytime i want to say 'that' feeling,
but i can't, i'm too shy.
Lonely
Lonely,
I think that lonely is the worst feeling,
altough it doesn't hurt from the outside,
it hurts from the inside.
Lonely,
no people to talk to,
no people to make fun with,
no people that can support you,
lonely....
But i think that there will be people
who will reach out there hand to those who are lonely.
When that happens,
those people who are lonely must grab that hand,
and understand that they will never be lonely anymore..
Betrayed
I thougth that we were friends,
but now we aren't.
why did you do that?
You hurt me right now
and you promised to not to.
Betrayed..
Diary
The day when it was cold and the snow was falling down,
was a day when i rememberd you.
Because i was looking out of the window and i saw my old diary.
I was bored, so i started to read.
Then i read about our time, about our meeting and our love.
The time when we had fun, the time when we were sad and the time that we shared our souls.
It made me happy, but then i started to read the real hard thing.
The time when you had an accident and how you died.
Tears just started to come out and i was hurted again.
After that part, the diary ends.
Now i understand how i tried to forget you and how i acctually had more pain then nessesary.
Now i will write again, i will write the pain, because it gives me a chance to remender you, without getting hurt.
So sorry
I know how hard it is.
To tell someone you love what you really feel
especially when that person is your best friend.
You're affraid to lose me,
but you feel like you can't keep it inside anymore.
You want to make love with me,
but i don't it with you.
One day you told me how you thougth about me,
and i told how i thougth about you.
I saw pain in your eyes,
being friends isn't enough for you,
but you must understand,
you can't force me to make love with you.
I'm sorry, so sorry...
Same day as before
Sun is rising, hearing the birds singing outside.
It's summer and i have to go to school.
Everyday it's the same rythem,
gettin up, preparing for school, breakfast and go to school,
like the same day before.
This life now looks so, so boring,
but someting is new to me,
i want to go to school.
I want to see you,
like the same day before.
See your smile, feel my feelings,
you look at me, but i look away,
like the same day before.
I want to say it, i really want it.
When i wanted to tell you my feelings,
i saw her.
I can't and will not do anyting right now.
I think it's a good thing to do. Quz it's really irritating when you wait for a train or something and someone next to you starts smoking.
Ofcourse it's a hell for those who smoke, but more reason for people to quit^^
That would depend on how long i have before i die
If it were only a few minutes or hours then i would sing songs.
If it were days or weeks then i would go to parks like Disney land
If it were a few months or years then i would go to Egypt or Japan and have a nice vacation.
And ofcourse try to enjoy my last few years/months/weeks/days/hours/minutes
Anyone listen to Jpop, J-urban and/or J-rock?
I listen to Jpop and J-urban. Sometimes to J-rock (mostely to gck if it some to J-rock)
My collection Jpop/j-urban is not very big but okay:
Beni Arashiro - Beni/Girl 2 Lady
Koda Kumi - Grow into one/BEST~Second session~
Soulhead - Best of Soulhead
Utada Hikaru - First Love/Ultra Blue
Yuna Ito - HEART
The artists i listen to are
Angela Aki
Ayumi Hamasaki
Beni Arashiro
BoA
Crystal Kay
Foxxi misQ
Gackt
Koda Kumi
Namie Amuro
Soulhead
Utada Hikaru
YUI
Yuna Ito
I don't really have one favorite song from Utada quz her music totaly rocks!
But her lastest song Kiss&Cry was very good so favorite for now together with Sakura Drops^^
