Hey, you're not alone. I've had problems with my faith being dry. I know all about God's love, and what he did for me, and I know the response that it's supposed to bring, but it's all in my head. The knowledge hasn't bowled me over in my heart they way I know it should have. That's beginning to change now, but one thing I've had to realize is that I am NOT strong enough. I can't MAKE myself better, and in trying to do so what I've actually done is shut God out and prevent Him from working in my heart. It is so hard to understand that MY strength is useless, and I have to rely on God's strength. I'm rambling, but I just wanted to let you know that if you're weak, it's ok. That's how we are. God is the only one strong enough to fix us. There's an Ashes Remain song called On My Own. It really encouraged me. I hope it helps you!